Upstairs Frances Cable was battling with herself in supreme despair.
Confession was on her lips a dozen times, but courage failed her.
When she heard his footsteps in the hallway she was ready to cry
out the truth to him and end the suspense. As he opened the door
to enter, the spirit of fairness turned frail and fled before the
appeal of procrastination. Wait! Wait! Wait! cried the powerful
weakness in her heart, and it conquered. She could not tell him
then. To-morrow--the next day, yes, but not then. It was too much
to demand of herself, after all.
He came in, but left a few minutes later. She was strangely
unresponsive to his tender inquiries. Her thoughts were of another,
was his quick conclusion as he fled from her presence before the
harsh accusations could break from his eyes.
In his den once more, with the door closed, he gave himself up
completely to black thoughts. He recalled his words to her, uttered
years ago, half in jest and half in earnest; he had horrified her
beyond expression by telling her how he would punish a wife if he
were the husband she deceived. With a grim, lurid smile he remembered
the penalty. He had said he would not kill; he would disfigure the
woman frightfully and permit her to live as a moral example to
other wives. Slitting her mouth from ear to ear or cutting off her
nose--these were two of the penalties he would inflict. He now felt
less brutal. He might kill, but he would not disfigure. For an hour
he sat and wondered what had been the feelings of his old friend
George Driscoll just before he deliberately slew his faithless wife.
He remembered saying to other friends at the time that Driscoll
had "done right."
This night of black shadows--he did not sleep at all--was really
the beginning of the end. He forgot the presidency that was to be
handed out to him; he forgot everything but the horrid canker that
gnawed into his heart and brain.
Day and night he writhed in silent agony, a prey to the savage
jealousy that grew and grew until it absorbed all other emotions.
Scandal, divorce, dishonour, murder swept before the mind of this
man who had been of the people and who could not condone. The people
kill.
For a week he waited and watched and suffered. What he knew of men
told him that they do not devote themselves to the wives of others
with honourable motives behind them. He convinced himself that he
knew the world; he had seen so much of it. The man aged years in
that single week of jealousy and suspense. His face went haggard,
his eyes took on a strange gleam, his manner was that of a man in
grave trouble.
Day after day this piteous, frenzied man who swayed thousands with
his hand stooped to deal with the smallest movements of one man and
one woman. Despite his most intense desire to drive himself into
other and higher channels, he found himself skulking and spying
and conniving with but one low end in view.
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