A savage desire to grasp her by the throat and hurl her into the
waters beyond the break came over him with irresistible power. Then
came the pitiable collapse which conquered the murderous impulses
and left him weak and broken for the moment. With a sob he turned
and leaned upon the wall, his back to her, his face buried in his
tense arms--crushed, despised, dishonoured! Kill her? The horror of
it swept his brain clear for an instant. Kill his pretty Frances?
Kill Jane's mother? How could he think of it?
It was a long time before the wretched man knew that she was standing
close behind him and was speaking to him. The sound of her voice
came through the noise of his pounding heart as if it were far
away and gentle. But what was it that she was saying? Her voice
was angry, suppressed, condemning.
"You may take it or refuse it, just as you please," were the first
words his turbulent senses distinguished. "I can pay no more than
that for your silence. The other is impossible. I will not discuss
it again with you." She paused as if waiting for him to respond.
"To-night I shall tell my husband everything--the whole story. I
cannot endure the suspense any longer. I will not live in fear of
you another hour. My only reason for coming out here to-night is to
plead with you to spare your son and Jane. I am not asking anything
for myself. It would break Jane's heart if Graydon should refuse
to marry her. You must have a heart somewhere in that--" But the
words became jumbled in the ears of her listener. From time to time
his mind grasped such sentences as these, paralysing in their
bitterness: "I have the letters of adoption.... David will not believe
what you say.... He loves me and he loves Jane.... I am willing
to pay all that I have to keep it from Graydon and Jane.... But
I intend to tell my husband. I will not deceive him any longer....
He will understand even though he should hate me for it. He will
love Jane although she is not his own child."
David Cable seemed frozen to the spot. His brain was clearing; he
was grasping the full importance of every sentence that rushed from
her impassioned lips. The last appalling words fell like the blow
of a club in the hands of a powerful man. He was dazed, stunned,
senseless. It seemed to him that his breath had ceased to come and
that his whole body had turned to stone. His wide staring eyes saw
nothing ahead of him.
"Well, what have you to say?" she was demanding. "Why have you
asked me to come out here? You have my final answer. What have you
to say? Are you going to tell Graydon that Jane is not our child?
I must know."
"Not our child?" came from the palsied lips of David Cable, so
low and lifeless that the sound was lost in the swish of the water
below. The intermittent red signal in the lighthouse far out in the
lake blinked back at him, but to him it was a steady, vivid glare.
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