This little chamber, set out with perfect neatness; looking out on a
very pretty piece of verdure and a cleanly court-yard; with such a good
couple to provide for her; with her privacy unapproachable but at her own
pleasure; her quiet undisturbed by a prater, a scolder, a bustler, or a
whiner; no dirty children to offend the eye, or squalling ones to wound
the ear; with admitted claims to the gratitude, confidence, and affection
of her hostess: might not these suffice to make a lowly, unambitious
maiden happy?
One who, like Mrs. Henning, had only _one_ friend upon earth. Whom
her former associates refused to commune with or look upon. Whose
loneliness was uncheered, except by her own thoughts and her
books,--perhaps now and then, at times when oceans did not sever her
from him, by that one earthly friend.
Might she not afford him as many hours of her society as his
engagements would allow him to claim? Might she not, as an extraordinary
favour, admit him to partake with her the comforts of her own little fire,
if winter it be, or, in summer-time, to join her at her chamber-window and
pass away the starlight hour in the unwitnessed community of fond
hearts?
Suppose, to obviate unwelcome surmises and too scrupulous objections,
the girl makes herself a wife, but, because their poverty will not enable
them to live together, the girl merely admits the chosen youth on the
footing of a visitor?
Suppose her hours are not embittered by the feelings of dependence? She
pays an ample compensation for her entertainment, and by her occasional
company, her superior strength of mind and knowledge of the world's ways,
she materially contributes to the happiness and safety of her hostess.
Suppose, having only one visitor, and he sometimes wanting in zeal and
punctuality, much of her time is spent alone? Happily she is exempt from
the humiliating necessity of working to live, and is not obliged to demand
a share of the earnings of her husband. Her task, therefore, will be to
find amusement. Can she want the means, thinkest thou?
The sweet quiet of her chamber, the wholesome airs from abroad, or the
cheerful blaze of her hearth, will invite her to mental exercise. Perhaps
she has a taste for books, and, besides that pure delight which knowledge
on its own account affords her, it possesses tenfold attractions in her
eyes, by its tendency to heighten the esteem of him whom she lives to
please.
Perhaps, rich as she is in books, she is an economist of pleasure, and
tears herself away from them, to enjoy the vernal breezes, or the
landscape of autumn, in a twilight ramble. Here she communes with
bounteous nature, or lifts her soul in devotion to her God, to whose
benignity she resigns herself as she used to do to the fond arms of that
parent she has lost.
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