Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Scots -- Foreign countries -- Fiction; Short stories
The berries she still held in her hand she crushed between her palms till
the juice of them stained her gown and ran like blood between her
fingers. The perfume rose to her nostrils and seemed to fill her head
with a pungent vapour.
“Well? Well?” he said with irritation at her staring. She covered her
eyes with her hands and burst into tears.
He only whistled. Someway she appeared a sloven in dress, awkward in
gesture, and a figure of insincerity. If he had not a sudden new
conviction that she was everything she should not be, there was the
accent of her voice, the evidence of his eyesight. For when, in wild
exasperation at his manner, she took her hands from her face, she showed
a visage stained and sour, tempestuous eyes, and lips grown thin and
pallid.
“I hate you! I hate you!” she cried, and stamped with her bare feet on
the sand. “I cannot for my life understand what I ever saw in you that I
should have married you. Any one with her senses might have hesitated to
tie herself for life to a man with so much evil in his countenance.”
“Yours would be none the worse for washing,” said Morar remorselessly,
with an eye on her berry-stained face.
“There’s a gentleman!” she cried. “Oh, my grief, that I should have
spoiled my life!”
“You knew what I was when you took me,” said Morar. “Lord knows, I made
no pretence at angelic virtues, and ’twas there, by my faith, I was
different from yourself!”
“And there’s the coward and liar too!” cried his wife. “You were far too
cunning to show me what you really were, and it must have been a woeful
ignorance of the world that made me take you on your own estimate.”
“Well, then, the mistake has been on both sides,” said Morar. “There’s
no one could be more astonished than myself that my real wife should be
so different from what till this hour I had imagined her. Madam, you
need not be so noisy; if you scream a little louder the crew will be let
into a pretty secret. It is like enough they know you already, for I
have been singularly blind.”
He put up what seemed to her for the first time an unlovely hand to
stifle a forced yawn: she saw an appalling cruelty in the mouth that had
so often kissed her and called her sweet names; his very attitude
expressed contempt for her.
“What have I done?” she asked, distracted.
“It is not what you have done,” he said with a coarse deliberation, “’tis
what you are and what you cannot help being. The repentance must lie
with me. I would give, gaily, ten years of my life to obliterate the
past six months.”
“Faith, ’tis a man of grace and character says so to his newly-married
wife.”
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