Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Scots -- Foreign countries -- Fiction; Short stories
At these words Morar started slightly, and looked for a moment confused.
“Newly married!” he said; “Lord help us! so we are. Some way, I fancied
we had been married for years. Well, we have not taken long to discover
each other, and will have the more leisure to repent. I understand you,
madam, into the very core; there is not a vein of your body hides a
secret from me. I was mistaken; I thought your beauty something more
than a pink cheek; I thought you generous till I saw how generous you
could be at my expense, and how much the rent-roll of Morar weighed with
you in your decision to marry me. I thought you humble and unaffected,
and now I see you posing about this business of bare feet on the sand,
the morning breeze in your gown, breakfasts of berries and water.”
“Pray go on,” cried the lady. “Pray go on. Every word you say confirms
the character I now see in your face.”
“I thought you truthful, so you are—in the letter and the word; but the
flattery you have for those you would conciliate, the insincerity of your
laugh in the presence of those you would please, the unscrupulousness of
your excuses for the omission of duties unpleasant to you—what are these
but lies of the worst kind?”
“Oh heavens,” she cried, “I was not always so! If I am so now I must be
what you made me. I remember—” she drew her hand across her brow; “I
seem to remember some one else I thought was me, that loved you, and
could not be too good and pure for you even in her imagination. You
seemed a king to that poor foolish girl’s imagination; she loved you
so—she loved you so, she was so happy!”
“Just so!” said Morar. “You had, seemingly, well deceived yourself. And
now I can tell you that you may cry your eyes out, for I know what a
woman gets her tears so readily for. It is that when she is crying and
lamenting she may not betray her chagrin and ill-temper in her face.
Have done with it, and let us get out of this! I see the men put out the
boat; they will be with us in a moment; for Heaven’s sake let us have no
more theatricals. The fate of us both is sealed, and we must, I suppose,
live the rest of our lives together like the other married fools we
know—putting as fair a face as we can on a ghastly business.”
She was standing beside tall blades of shelister—the iris of the
isles—and when he spoke like this to her she suddenly plucked a handful
and began to tear them wantonly with her fingers.
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