Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
“There it is in the paper,” returned Bass, his tone being that of one
who is imparting a very interesting piece of news. “He died at ten
o’clock this morning.”
CHAPTER IX
Jennie took the paper with but ill-concealed trembling and went into
the adjoining room. There she stood by the front window and looked at
it again, a sickening sensation of dread holding her as though in a
trance.
“He is dead,” was all that her mind could formulate for the time, and
as she stood there the voice of Bass recounting the fact to Gerhardt in
the adjoining room sounded in her ears. “Yes, he is dead,” she heard
him say; and once again she tried to get some conception of what it
meant to her. But her mind seemed a blank.
A moment later Mrs. Gerhardt joined her. She had heard Bass’s
announcement and had seen Jennie leave the room, but her trouble with
Gerhardt over the Senator had caused her to be careful of any display
of emotion. No conception of the real state of affairs ever having
crossed her mind, she was only interested in seeing how Jennie would
take this sudden annihilation of her hopes.
“Isn’t it too bad?” she said, with real sorrow. “To think that he
should have to die just when he was going to do so much for you—for us
all.”
She paused, expecting some word of agreement, but Jennie remained
unwontedly dumb.
“I wouldn’t feel badly,” continued Mrs. Gerhardt. “It can’t be helped.
He meant to do a good deal, but you mustn’t think of that now. It’s all
over, and it can’t be helped, you know.”
She paused again, and still Jennie remained motionless and mute. Mrs.
Gerhardt, seeing how useless her words were, concluded that Jennie
wished to be alone, and she went away.
Still Jennie stood there, and now, as the real significance of the news
began to formulate itself into consecutive thought, she began to
realize the wretchedness of her position, its helplessness. She went
into her bedroom and sat down upon the side of the bed, from which
position she saw a very pale, distraught face staring at her from out
of the small mirror. She looked at it uncertainly; could that really be
her own countenance? “I’ll have to go away,” she thought, and began,
with the courage of despair, to wonder what refuge would be open to
her.
In the mean time the evening meal was announced, and, to maintain
appearances, she went out and joined the family; the naturalness of her
part was very difficult to sustain. Gerhardt observed her subdued
condition without guessing the depth of emotion which it covered. Bass
was too much interested in his own affairs to pay particular attention
to anybody.
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