Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
“Oh,” began Mrs. Gerhardt, visibly struggling with her fears, and moved
to make an end of it at any cost, “Jennie is in trouble. I don’t know
what to do. She—”
Gerhardt, who had unscrewed a door-lock and was trying to mend it,
looked up sharply from his work.
“What do you mean?” he asked.
Mrs. Gerhardt had her apron in her hands at the time, her nervous
tendency to roll it coming upon her. She tried to summon sufficient
courage to explain, but fear mastered her completely; she lifted the
apron to her eyes and began to cry.
Gerhardt looked at her and rose. He was a man with the Calvin type of
face, rather spare, with skin sallow and discolored as the result of
age and work in the wind and rain. When he was surprised or angry
sparks of light glittered in his eyes. He frequently pushed his hair
back when he was troubled, and almost invariably walked the floor; just
now he looked alert and dangerous.
“What is that you say?” he inquired in German, his voice straining to a
hard note. “In trouble—has some one—” He paused and flung his hand
upward. “Why don’t you speak?” he demanded.
“I never thought,” went on Mrs. Gerhardt, frightened, and yet following
her own train of thought, “that anything like that would happen to her.
She was such a good girl. Oh!” she concluded, “to think he should ruin
Jennie.”
“By thunder!” shouted Gerhardt, giving way to a fury of feeling, “I
thought so! Brander! Ha! Your fine man! That comes of letting her go
running around at nights, buggy-riding, walking the streets. I thought
so. God in heaven!—”
He broke from his dramatic attitude and struck out in a fierce stride
across the narrow chamber, turning like a caged animal.
“Ruined!” he exclaimed. “Ruined! Ha! So he has ruined her, has he?”
Suddenly he stopped like an image jerked by a string. He was directly
in front of Mrs. Gerhardt, who had retired to the table at the side of
the wall, and was standing there pale with fear.
“He is dead now!” he shouted, as if this fact had now first occurred to
him. “He is dead!”
He put both hands to his temples, as if he feared his brain would give
way, and stood looking at her, the mocking irony of the situation
seeming to burn in his brain like fire.
“Dead!” he repeated, and Mrs. Gerhardt, fearing for the reason of the
man, shrank still farther away, her wits taken up rather with the
tragedy of the figure he presented than with the actual substance of
his woe.
“He intended to marry her,” she pleaded nervously. “He would have
married her if he had not died.”
“Would have!” shouted Gerhardt, coming out of his trance at the sound
of her voice. “Would have! That’s a fine thing to talk about now. Would
have! The hound! May his soul burn in hell—the dog! Ah, God, I hope—I
hope—If I were not a Christian—” He clenched his hands, the awfulness
of his passion shaking him like a leaf.
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