Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
“Don’t worry now,” said Bass, who felt rather sorry for her. “This’ll
blow over. Ma said I should tell you not to worry. Come up to-morrow
when he’s gone.”
Jennie said she would, and, after giving her further oral
encouragement, he arranged with the old lady about board, and took his
leave.
“It’s all right now,” he said encouragingly as he went out. “You’ll
come out all right. Don’t worry. I’ve got to go back, but I’ll come
around in the morning.”
He went away, and the bitter stress of it blew lightly over his head,
for he was thinking that Jennie had made a mistake. This was shown by
the manner in which he had asked her questions as they had walked
together, and that in the face of her sad and doubtful mood.
“What’d you want to do that for?” and “Didn’t you ever think what you
were doing?” he persisted.
“Please don’t ask me to-night,” Jennie had said, which put an end to
the sharpest form of his queries. She had no excuse to offer and no
complaint to make. If any blame attached, very likely it was hers. His
own misfortune and the family’s and her sacrifice were alike forgotten.
Left alone in her strange abode, Jennie gave way to her saddened
feelings. The shock and shame of being banished from her home overcame
her, and she wept. Although of a naturally long-suffering and
uncomplaining disposition, the catastrophic wind-up of all her hopes
was too much for her. What was this element in life that could seize
and overwhelm one as does a great wind? Why this sudden intrusion of
death to shatter all that had seemed most promising in life?
As she thought over the past, a very clear recollection of the details
of her long relationship with Brander came back to her, and for all her
suffering she could only feel a loving affection for him. After all, he
had not deliberately willed her any harm. His kindness, his
generosity—these things had been real. He had been essentially a good
man, and she was sorry—more for his sake than for her own that his end
had been so untimely.
These cogitations, while not at all reassuring, at least served to pass
the night away, and the next morning Bass stopped on his way to work to
say that Mrs. Gerhardt wished her to come home that same evening.
Gerhardt would not be present, and they could talk it over. She spent
the day lonesomely enough, but when night fell her spirits brightened,
and at a quarter of eight she set out.
There was not much of comforting news to tell her. Gerhardt was still
in a direfully angry and outraged mood. He had already decided to throw
up his place on the following Saturday and go to Youngstown. Any place
was better than Columbus after this; he could never expect to hold up
his head here again. Its memories were odious. He would go away now,
and if he succeeded in finding work the family should follow, a
decision which meant the abandoning of the little home. He was not
going to try to meet the mortgage on the house—he could not hope to.
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