Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
“Yes. Indeed, it has been kind of you. I never hoped to get a model. We
can’t ask favours of each other here, and I’m sorry if I tired you;
but—but—I don’t know whether it may not be against the rule, so it was
best to complete it before the Master came, in order to plead
ignorance.”
Truly this last was the most human thing Mariana had ever said to her,
the only deviation from a hard, set rule of living.
“Yes,” said Rosalie, smiling despite the faintness and shivering that
overcame her. “When you’ve done a thing no one can say anything, can
they? At least, they can’t say much.”
Mariana helped her on with her customary dress, and just then the clock
outside struck nine.
“My work-time is up now,” she said. “I will return with you.”
Perhaps no one ever greeted fire, and light, and warmth as Rosalie did
when back in the small sitting-room in the storey up above. In bed at
night she remembered the moths that had flickered round the dim light,
and round her also, as if claiming this work as soon as finished, and
identifying her with it, so it almost seemed to her. And yet how
beautiful the thing had looked, how out of place with its surroundings!
Suddenly great tears of bitterness fell on the pillow for this lonely
woman, so utterly without the pale of human sympathy, and yet so
uncomplaining. How beautiful she was! Once during the fitting on she had
thrown a piece of satin on her shoulder, too busy for the second to turn
round and put it down. And how its ivory smoothness had matched the
smoothness of her neck and cheek. How well it had contrasted with her
dark eyes and hair. And then there was about her such a nameless grace
and gentle refinement! Yet there she had worked in the cold, damp cell,
and been content to work, with apparently no hope for the future, but
moths and mildew and decay.
It was in the midst of these reveries on Mariana that Rosalie fell
asleep, to wake many times throughout the night, shivering, to think
herself alone within that gloomy room below, tried on for shrouds by
ghosts with horrid grinning laughter.
It was a night in no wise likely to raise Rosalie’s spirits from the
curious depths of unreality and pain where they had fallen; yet towards
morning she fell into a sleep so deep, that she never awoke from it till
Mariana came to call and waken her.
“Mariana,” she said, “you promised you would show me Mr. Todbrook’s
portrait yesterday, and you never did.”
“It is in the picture-gallery. You could have found it for yourself.”
“I don’t know where the picture-gallery is.”
“I had forgotten. If you wait for me in the corridor after breakfast I
will show it to you.”
So after breakfast Rosalie went out into the passage to wait for her.
The gallery was downstairs in that same wing, facing toward the gardens,
where the conservatory was.
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