"But I must talk about it. Hang it all, I'm your father--I'm the father
of both of you, though you don't like it a bit and would rather forget
it. Martin, you mustn't marry Joanna Godden however much you love her.
It would be a silly mistake--she's not your equal, and she's not your
type. Have you asked her?"
"Practically."
"Oh that's all right, then. It doesn't matter asking a woman practically
as long as you don't ask her literally."
"Father, please don't talk about it."
"I will talk about it. Lawrence, do you know what this idiot's letting
himself in for? Have you seen Joanna Godden? Why, she'd never do for
him? She's a big, bouncing female, and her stays creak."
"Be quiet, father. You make me furious."
"Yes, you'll be disrespectful to me in a minute. That would be very sad,
and the breaking of a noble record. Of course it's presumptuous of me to
want a lady for my daughter-in-law, and perhaps you're right to chuck
away the poor remains of our dignity--they were hardly worth keeping."
"I've thought over that," said Martin. He saw now that having recklessly
started the subject he could not put it aside till it had been fought
out. "I've thought over that, and I've come to the conclusion that
Joanna's worth any sacrifice I can make for her."
"But not marriage--why must you ask her to marry you? You don't really
know her. You'll cool off."
"I shan't."
"What about your health, Martin?" asked Lawrence, "are you fit and able
to marry? You know what the doctor said."
"He said I might go off into consumption if I hung on in town--that
beastly atmosphere at Wright's and all the racket.... But there's
nothing actually wrong with me, I'm perfectly fit down here. I'll last
for ever in this place, and I tell you it's been a ghastly thought till
now--knowing that I must either stop here, away from all my friends and
interests, or else shorten my life. But now, I don't care--when I marry
Joanna Godden I'll take root, I'll belong to the Marsh, I'll be at home.
You don't know Joanna Godden, Lawrence--if you did I believe you'd like
her. She's so sane and simple--she's so warm and alive; and she's good,
too--when I met her to-day, she had just been to Communion. She'll help
me to live--at last I'll be able to live the best life for me, body and
soul, down here in the sea air, with no town rubbish ..."
"It sounds a good thing," said Lawrence. "After all, father, there
really isn't much use trying to keep up the state of the Trevors and all
that now ..."
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