John Ames, Native Commissioner: A Romance of the Matabele RisingMitford, Bertram
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John Ames, Native Commissioner: A Romance of the Matabele Rising
Mitford, Bertram
South Africa -- Fiction; Zimbabwe -- History -- Ndebele Revolt, 1896 -- Fiction
A month had gone by since his unexpected and most unwelcome recall; but
unwelcome as it had been, he could not quarrel with it on the ground of
its superfluity. Times had been lively since his return--more than
lively--but not in an exhilarating sense. The rinderpest had taken firm
root in the land, and was in a fair way of clearing it of horned cattle
from end to end. Not at domestic cattle did it stay its ravages either.
The wild game went down before its fell breath; every variety of
stately and beautiful antelope, formerly preserved with judicious care
beneath the rule of the barbarian king, underwent decimation. But it
was in the mowing down of the cattle that the serious side of the
scourge came, because, apart from the actual loss to the white settlers,
the enforced destruction of the native stock rendered the savages both
desperate and dangerous. Already rumours of rising were in the air.
The sullen, brooding demeanour exhibited by Madula's people was but a
sample of the whole.
To the perilous side of the position, as regarded himself individually,
John Ames was not blind. He was far too experienced for that. And his
position was full of peril. Apart from a rising, he was marked out as
the actual agent in executing the most hateful law ever forced upon a
conquered people. His was the hand by which actually perished its
animal wealth. Every bullock or heifer shot down sent a pang of fierce
vindictiveness through more than one savage heart. In blind, barbaric
reasoning, what more plausible than that to destroy the instrument would
be to render inoperative the cause which set that instrument in motion?
A blow from behind, a sudden stab, in the desperate impulse of the
moment--what more likely?
Not of peril, present or potential, however, was he thinking, as he sat
there alone, but of the change, absorbing and entire, which had come
over his life since returning from his all too brief furlough. He had
left, cool, well-balanced, even-minded; he had returned, so far as his
inner moments were concerned, in a trance, a state of absorption. It
was wonderful. He hardly recognised himself. But what a new glad
sunshine was now irradiating his lonely life. The recollection! Why,
he could sit for hours going over it all again. Not again only, but
again and again. Everything, from the first accidental meeting to that
last bright and golden day by an enchanted sea--to the last farewell.
Every word, every tone was recalled and weighed. Ah, he had not known
what it was to live before! He had grovelled like a blind grub in the
dust and darkness--now he was soaring in arrowy gleams upon wings of
light. But--no words had been uttered, no promises exchanged. What
matter? If at times of physical depression he felt misgivings he put
them from him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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