England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
So much as that! So much older than any of us! I could hardly believe
it.
"I should not have taken you for more than seventeen, Miss Carey."
"At seventeen I went out to earn my own living," she said, in a sad
tone, but with a candour that I liked. "That is eight years ago."
Helen's music ceased with a crash. Miss Deveen came up to Janet Carey.
"My dear, I hear you can sing: your aunt tells me so. Will you sing a
song, to please me?"
She was like a startled fawn: looking here, looking there, and turning
white and red. But she rose at once.
"I will sing if you wish it, madam. But my singing is only plain
singing: just a few old songs. I have never learnt to sing."
"The old songs are the best," said Miss Deveen. "Can you sing that sweet
song of all songs--'Blow, blow, thou wintry wind'?"
She went to the piano, struck the chords quietly, without any flourish
or prelude, and began the first note.
Oh the soft, sweet, musical voice that broke upon us! Not a powerful
voice, that astounds the nerves like an electric machine; but one of
that intense, thrilling, plaintive harmony which brings a mist to the
eye and a throb to the heart. Tod backed against the wall to look at
her; Bill, who had taken up the cat, let it drop through his knees.
You might have heard a pin drop when the last words died away: "As
friends remembering not." Miss Deveen broke the silence: praising her
and telling her to go on again. The girl did not seem to have the least
notion of refusing: she appeared to have lived under submission. I think
Miss Deveen would have liked her to go on for ever.
"The wonder to me is that you can remember the accompaniment to so many
songs without your notes," cried Helen Whitney.
"I do not know my notes. I cannot play."
"Not know your notes!"
"I never learnt them. I never learnt music. I just play some few chords
by ear that will harmonize with the songs. That is why my singing is so
poor, so different from other people's. Where I have been living they
say it is not worth listening to."
She spoke in a meek, deprecating manner. I had heard of
self-depreciation: this was an instance of it. Janet Carey was one of
the humble ones.
The next day was Good Friday. We went to church under lowering clouds,
and came home again to luncheon. Cattledon's face was all vinegar when
we sat down to it.
"There's that woman downstairs again!--that Ness!" she exclaimed with
acrimony. "Making herself at home with the servants!"
"I'm glad to hear it," smiled Miss Deveen. "She'll get some dinner, poor
thing."
Cattledon sniffed. "It's not a month since she was here before."
"And I'm sure if she came every week she'd be welcome to a meal," spoke
Miss Deveen. "Ah now, young ladies," she went on in a joking tone, "if
you wanted your fortunes told, Mrs. Ness is the one to do it."
"Does she tell truth?" asked Helen eagerly.
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