Clara had been taught to look on her equals with scorn, and she stared
at her inferiors with a mute contempt that roused the devil in their
hearts. She had lived in the street ten years, and was a stranger in
it. Buckland Street was never empty, but she learned to pick her time
for going in and out when the neighbours were at their meals or asleep.
She attended a church at an incredible distance from Waterloo, for fear
people should learn her unfashionable address. Her few friends lived
in other suburbs whose streets she knew by heart, so that they took her
for a neighbour.
When she was twenty-two she had become engaged to a clerk in a
Government office, who sang in the same choir. A year passed, and the
match was suddenly broken off. This was her only serious love-affair,
for, though she was handsome in a singular way, her flirtations never
came to anything. She belonged to the type of woman who can take her
pick of the men, and remains unmarried while her plainer friends are
rearing families.
The natural destiny of the Waterloo girls was the factory, or the
workshops of anaemic dressmakers, stitching slops at racing speed for
the warehouses. A few of the better sort, marked out by their face and
figure, found their way to the tea-rooms and restaurants. But the
Duchess had encouraged her daughter's belief that she was too fine a
lady to soil her hands with work, and she strummed idly on the
dilapidated piano while her mother roughened her fine hands with
washing and scrubbing. This was in the early days, when Dad,
threatened with starvation, had passed the hotels at a run to avoid
temptation, for which he made amends by drinking himself blind for a
week at a time. Then, after years of genteel poverty, the Duchess had
consented to Clara giving lessons on the piano--that last refuge of the
shabby-genteel. But pupils were scarce in Waterloo, and Clara's manner
chilled the enthusiasm of parents who only paid for lessons on the
understanding that their child was to become the wonder of the world
for a guinea a quarter.
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