Raphael returned from his sad walk as he had started, pale, rigid, and
upright. There was not only pity, but even admiration for him in the
minds of all, for he gave no heed to his own sorrow and fatigue; he
thought only of the wants of others. He called together all the poor to
whom his father had been a benefactor, and told them only the giver was
changed, not the gift. And to none of those humble and afflicted ones
was he more friendly and pitiful than to the old woman who had entered
his presence with a fainting heart, Miriam Gold, whose daughter had
become a Christian. "Do not tremble, Miriam!" he said. "Such disgrace
may be incurred innocently."
This was his own consolation in the first hours of terrible suffering
which he had to undergo after his filial duties were ended. He would
crouch down in a corner of the death-chamber and keep vigil for the
dead, staring into the dim light of the "soul-lamp," and think of the
way in which his presentiments had been realized, and the warnings he
had vainly given.
"Were we ourselves free from blame?" Nothing hurt him more than this
doubt. But he discharged the thought when he remembered the depth of
the disgrace his sister had brought upon herself and him. The commonest
wench of the Ghetto, he thought, grinding his teeth, would die rather
than surrender her honor, and yet the daughter of the best man in the
place could defile herself. She deserved his contempt, and he awaited
the reading of the will with fear, lest the dying man should have
exhorted him to clemency.
His anxiety proved groundless. In the document, written to express
Nathaniel's last wishes, Judith was mentioned only in the assignment to
her of her portion. He left his blessing to Raphael, with the option of
taking up the business or of continuing his studies, but particularly
urging him not to allow the action which Rosenberg, the lawyer, had
undertaken to fall through. Neither Judith nor the count was involved
in it, only Wroblewski. "Such a man should not be a law-giver."
Raphael's mind was soon made up. He assured his guardian he would
remain in Galicia, continue the business, and pattern his life after
his father's. When the first week of mourning was past, he undertook
the management of the factory. What he lacked in years he made up in
zeal and diligence.
The government appointed the burgomaster as guardian to Judith. This
gave little inconvenience to the good man after he had sent her a copy
of the will, to the count's address, and he had put out the money
advantageously.
Time passed, but no answer came from her. This surprised no one. They
knew she was somewhere on the Continent with the count--where, no one
knew exactly, not even Raphael. He was the only man in the town who
never mentioned her name.
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