“Eternity?” “No. Among my other activities, I wired the parlor for
electric light. The bride-to-be expects some electroliers as wedding
gifts, and--”
Wilson rose and flung his cigarette into the grass.
“I wish to God I understood you!” he said irritably.
K. rose with him, and all the suppressed feeling of the interview was
crowded into his last few words.
“I'm not as ungrateful as you think, Max,” he said. “I--you've helped
a lot. Don't worry about me. I'm as well off as I deserve to be, and
better. Good-night.”
“Good-night.”
Wilson's unexpected magnanimity put K. in a curious position--left him,
as it were, with a divided allegiance. Sidney's frank infatuation for
the young surgeon was growing. He was quick to see it. And where before
he might have felt justified in going to the length of warning her, now
his hands were tied.
Max was interested in her. K. could see that, too. More than once he had
taken Sidney back to the hospital in his car. Le Moyne, handicapped at
every turn, found himself facing two alternatives, one but little better
than the other. The affair might run a legitimate course, ending in
marriage--a year of happiness for her, and then what marriage with
Max, as he knew him, would inevitably mean: wanderings away, remorseful
returns to her, infidelities, misery. Or, it might be less serious but
almost equally unhappy for her. Max might throw caution to the winds,
pursue her for a time,--K. had seen him do this,--and then, growing
tired, change to some new attraction. In either case, he could only wait
and watch, eating his heart out during the long evenings when Anna read
her “Daily Thoughts” upstairs and he sat alone with his pipe on the
balcony.
Sidney went on night duty shortly after her acceptance. All of her
orderly young life had been divided into two parts: day, when one
played or worked, and night, when one slept. Now she was compelled to
a readjustment: one worked in the night and slept in the day. Things
seemed unnatural, chaotic. At the end of her first night report Sidney
added what she could remember of a little verse of Stevenson's. She
added it to the end of her general report, which was to the effect that
everything had been quiet during the night except the neighborhood.
“And does it not seem hard to you,
When all the sky is clear and blue,
And I should like so much to play,
To have to go to bed by day?”
The day assistant happened on the report, and was quite scandalized.
“If the night nurses are to spend their time making up poetry,” she
said crossly, “we'd better change this hospital into a young ladies'
seminary. If she wants to complain about the noise in the street, she
should do so in proper form.”
“I don't think she made it up,” said the Head, trying not to smile.
“I've heard something like it somewhere, and, what with the heat and the
noise of traffic, I don't see how any of them get any sleep.”
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