Winter, though kind, was like most men, a tardy correspondent, and Kate
was ashamed of writing as often as her heart dictated. Lady Desmond,
too, engrossed by some new pleasure or occupation, wrote, though
affectionately, but seldom; and at times the sad feeling, that to the
friends who are afar, we are as nothing, scarcely missed, and merely
remembered, through the importunate efforts of our own pen, would
steal over Kate's mind in spite of every effort of reason and common
sense; for hers was a nature too noble, too unexacting, to doubt the
kindness or the truth of those who professed either. Yet it is hard,
very hard, not to become restless and complaining, when, day after
day, the letter carrier hurries past, or worse still, his startling,
though hoped for, knock, thrills every pulse, and there is nothing for
you. Oh, you who are still left in peace and security, amongst all that
has been endeared to you in childhood and in youth; amongst kindred and
familiar faces; and scenes of beauty associated with happiness, and
disregarded in the full certainty of possession; think well before you
charge the absent with querulous avidity for letters; you cannot know,
you cannot dream the intense longing with which we turn from the looks
and tones, the places and the people around us, and conjure up old
scenes and voices, long unheard; and then ask again, and again, with a
mournful tenderness, unspeakable in its depth, "Shall I never see them
more?" while a gloomy echo from our own unspoken presage answers, "they
are gone--they are all passed by;" ay, passed indeed, for what is gone
is eternally passed by. "Speak to them that they go forward," is the
message of God to mankind, as to the Israelites of old; forward we must
go, on--on, in sin or in righteousness; there is no pause, and what is
left is left for ever!
Kate felt an extraordinary longing to have the old hound, Cormac, with
her once more, and wrote on the subject to Mr. Winter. As usual, when
any positive question was to be answered, his reply was prompt.
"Cannot you leave the dog where he is?" wrote the testy little artist,
"I tell you he will be a troublesome customer; even here he is quite
savage, and we have to throw him his meat from a civil distance."
"Poor Cormac!" sighed Kate, who was reading the letter aloud to her
grandfather, "how unhappy he must be, when he is so cross; he will
become irretrievably savage if we do not remove him; may I write about
him, dear grandpapa, at once?"
"Oh, yes, my dear," said the Colonel.
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