Love stories; North Carolina -- Fiction; Women singers -- Fiction
"I heard of your great sorrow sixty miles from a railroad in the
Canadian woods. I started that night to see if I could help you. To
speak truth, Katrine, I don't know why I started to come to you,
except that I could not stay away.
"In New York I met McDermott, who told me you had sailed to study
with Josef. This did not change my plans in the least. But there
came the question of that land on the other side of the river which
detained me for several days, and then my mother's dangerous
illness.
"I have been with her constantly since--the crisis is past, but she
is still too ill for me to leave her. I am coming to you just as
soon as I can. And I am going to ask you to forgive me, to take me
and make whatever you can out of my worthless self. Whatever of
good there is in me has come through you. You have given me belief
in purity and selflessness and hope of achievement.
"Don't remember me as I was; don't do that, Little One; only as I
hope to be; as I hope you will help me to be. I am coming for your
answer the first minute I can get away.
"FRANCIS RAVENEL."
There had been many reasons for not sending this letter: his mother's
illness; his sudden plunge into business; but underneath all was the
fear, which grew larger day by day, that he might receive from Katrine
the rebuff which his conduct toward her so richly merited.
Uncertainly he held the letter, reviewing one of the curious turns that
life had taken in giving Katrine an ally in his mother.
On one of his week-end visits to Bar Harbor, where Mrs. Ravenel was
still staying, her old gayety had led her one evening to the teasing
subject of his marrying. He was standing by the open casement, looking
into the twilight over the sea, when he answered her, and he could not
hide the break in his voice as he spoke. "I have the misfortune to love
the wrong woman, mother!"
"Frank!" The cry of alarm and tenderness and protest touched him
strangely.
"Yes," he went on, "and it's a hard fight."
She came near, putting her hand tenderly on his cheek. "Ah," she said,
"my boy, my boy!"
He drew her to him, and for the minute he seemed, indeed, a boy again,
coming to this sure haven of comfort, to the place where he had never
been criticised or told that he was wrong. "Yes, lady mother, I'm hard
hit. I fell in love with one whom I didn't think it square to the family
to marry. We have never made mis-alliances, in this country or the
other. I believed, and I believe still, that a man owes it to his
descendants, to the furthest generation, to marry for them. I believed,
and I believe still, that marriage is far less a matter of personal
inclination than most people consider it to be. I believe that when a
man marries a woman he does not marry her alone, but all of her
ancestors, and that he may expect to see the maternal grandfathers
appearing again in his own grandchildren."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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