Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
He came back and got his horse, as the motion of walking was not fast
enough for him in his passion. It was grievous to be borne,--the fact
that he had been so mistaken in choosing for himself a special woman
as a companion of his life. He had desired her to be all honour, all
truth, all simplicity, and all innocence. And instead of these things
he had encountered fraud and premeditated deceit. She was his wife
indeed;--but not on that account need he live with her.
And then his curiosity was raised. What was the secret between them?
There must have been some question of money, as to which at the last
moment they had disagreed. To his thinking it was vile that a young
woman should soil her mind with such thoughts and marry or reject
a man at the last moment because of his money. All that should be
arranged for her by her friends, so that she might go to her husband
without having been mixed in any question of a sordid matter. But
these two had probably found at the last moment that their income
was insufficient for their wants, and therefore his purse had been
thought convenient. As all these things, with a thousand others,
passed through his mind he came to the determination that at any rate
they must part.
He came home, and before he ate his dinner he wrote to her that
letter, of which the contents shall now be given. It was a most
unreasonable letter. But to him in his sorrow, in his passion, it
seemed that every word was based upon reason.
DEAR CECILIA, [the letter ran]
I need hardly tell you that I was surprised by the facts
which you at last told me this morning. I should have
been less pained, perhaps, had they come to me in the
first instance from yourself instead of from Sir Francis
Geraldine. But I do not know that the conclusion to which
I have been forced would have been in any way altered
had such been the case. I can hardly, I fear, make you
understand the shock with which I have received the
intelligence, that a month or two before I proposed to you
you had been the promised wife of that man. I need hardly
tell you that had I known that it was so I should not have
offered you my hand. To say the least of it, I was led
into my marriage by mistake. But a marriage commenced with
such a mistake as that cannot be happy.
As to your object I cannot surmise. But I suppose that you
were satisfied, thinking me to be of a nature especially
soft and gentle. But I fear I am not so. After what has
passed I cannot bring myself to live with you again. Pray
believe it. We have now parted for ever.
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