Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
On the third morning she resolved that she would write to her
husband. It was not fit, so she told herself, that she should leave
his house without some further word of instruction from him. But how
to address him she was ignorant. He was gone, but she did not know
whither. The servants, no doubt, knew where, but she could not bring
herself to ask them. On the third day she wrote as follows. The
reader will remember that that short scrawl which she addressed to
him from her bedroom had not been sent.
DEAR GEORGE,--This is the first letter I have written to
you as your wife, and it will be very sad. I do not think
that you can have remembered that yours would be the first
which I had ever received from my husband.
Your order has crushed me altogether. It shall,
nevertheless, be obeyed as far as I am able to obey it.
You say something as to your means, and something also as
to your house. In that you cannot be obeyed. It is not
possible that I should take your money or live in your
house unless I am allowed to do so as your wife. The law,
I think, says that I may do so. But the law, of course,
cannot compel a man to be a loving, tender husband, or
even to accept the tenderness of a loving wife. I know
what you owe me, but I know also that I cannot exact it
unless you can give it with all your heart. Your money and
your house I will not have unless I can have them together
with yourself. Your bread would choke me. Your roof would
not shelter me. Your good things would be poison to
me,--unless you were here to make me feel that they were
yours also as well as mine. If you mean to insist on the
severity of your order, you will have to get rid of me
altogether. I shall then have come across two men of which
I do not know whether to wonder most at the baseness of
the one or the cruelty of the other. In that case I can
only return to my mother. In that case you will not, I
think, care much what may become of me; but as I shall
still bear your name, it is, I suppose, proper that you
should know where I purpose living.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account