Feminist fiction, Australian; Sex role -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian; Women -- Fiction
"Did any mortal man ever see such a hand? You witch! with eyes that
probe into a fellow's soul, and shame him and fear nothing!" and he
tightens his grip, and she winces at his roughness. "There [with a
softening of voice], did I hurt you, you poor little thing, you queer
little womany? Come closer [with fierce, impatient tenderness]; put
down your little old head, a head like a snipe, on my breast! There,
great God, I'm very fond of you!" A tremor runs through his voice. "You
queer little thing! You are no beauty, but you creep in, and I, I love
every inch of you. I'd kiss the ground under your feet, I know every
turn of your little body, the slope of your shoulders,--I that always
liked women to have square shoulders!--the swing of your hips when you
walk. Hips! ha, ha! you haven't got any, you scrap! And yet, by the
Lord, I'd _lick_ you like a dog [slower, with emphasis]! And _you_
don't care for me! You obey me, no matter what I ask." He is holding
her face against his breast, and stroking her head with clumsy touch.
"You wait on me,--ay, no slave better,--and yet I can't get at you,
near you; that little soul of yours is as free as if I hadn't bought
you, as if I didn't own you, as if you were not my chattel, my thing
to do what I please with--do you hear [with fury]--to degrade, to--to
treat as _I please_? No, you are not afraid, you little white-faced
thing; you obey because you are strong enough to endure, not because
you fear me. And I know it; don't you think I don't see it! You pity
me, great God! pity _me_,--me that could whistle any woman to heel!
Yes, you pity me with all that great heart of yours because I am just
a great, weak, helpless, drunken beast, a poor wreck!" And the tears
jump out of his eyes, eyes that are limpid and blue and unspoiled; and
he sobs out: "Kiss me! take my head in your arms! I am a brute, an
infernal brute, but I'm awfully fond of you, you queer little gypsy,
with your big heart and your damnable will! I! I! I who hated women
like poison, who always treated them as such,--I could cry when I look
at you, like a great puling boy, because your spirit is out of my
grasp. Smooth my head! no other little hand in the world has such a
touch as yours. I'd know it among a thousand, my poor little thing!
Don't ever leave me! promise even if I go mad, promise you'll stay! Get
a man to mind me, but stay, won't you? Stay!"
"I'll stay."
"Did any Christian man ever have such an atom for a wife? I believe
you are a gypsy; your hair curls at the ends like a live thing, and
there are red lights in its black, and your eyes have a flash in them
at times and a look as if you were off in other lands! Oh, oh! get me a
little brandy, quick, quick!"
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