Feminist fiction, Australian; Sex role -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian; Women -- Fiction
The housekeeper is talking to the leech woman, quaint survival of older
days, whose business in life is to keep the slimy suckers lively and
apply them. She looks as if she fed them between times on herself, so
bony and colorless a creature is she. They are negotiating the last
ghastly offices that may soon be needed, speculating as to the changes
and their effect on the village. The vicar, she tells, is about to make
the departing life the text of his sermon; every one in the district
is coming to hear it. Why not? A sermon of warning, with a smack of
the Pharisee in it; a "Lord, I thank Thee I am not like unto this man"
note, especially if you know the publican in question, cannot fail to
be attractive; it has an up-to-date interest that the parable of the
far-away-time sinner necessarily lacks.
Upstairs the cow-girl is crouching like a faithful dog outside his
bedroom door; she is listening to the murmured Latin service of the
mass that comes from inside. The windows of the room are wide open,
and the sea stretches away and melts into the horizon in an infinity
of blue and silver. He is lying still on the ebb of his last tide,
and when his eyes open they wander from the little priest before the
extemporized altar, to the bowed head of the woman kneeling beside him.
"Pax Domini sit semper vobiscum!" intones the priest.
"Et cum spiritu tuo!" she utters in response, in dead, dull tones; and
when she chimes the little silver bell she does it in a mechanical
way, and all the time he holds her one hand to his breast. When the
mass is read and the extreme unction administered, the little priest
reads the prayers for the dying. He listens attentively, and she
listens too, with eyes dry as horn, and tightened lips. She scarcely
hears what he reads:--
"My feet have gone astray in the paths of vanity and sin, now let me
walk in the way of Thy commandments.... Forgive me, O Lord, all the
sins which I have committed by my disordered steps--"
"'Steps!' that means feet; 'eyes seen vanities,' that means sight;
'tongue hath in many ways offended,' speech. Why, he is going through
all the seven senses, or is it seven, or five?" She must give him the
envelope with the check in it before he leaves. She hasn't a black
frock, not one; he liked her in colors, light girlish colors, with a
silken waist-band to match. Must she wire for a coffin? What a beast
she is to think like this! But how can she help it? Her tear-bags--what
is their right name, lachrymal glands?--are exhausted, even her lashes
have thinned; yet she never shed a tear, at least only inwardly, with
a choke.
He sobs, and she looks up; the tears are trickling down his cheeks; she
puts up her free hand and wipes them off gently.
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