Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years AgoOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years Ago
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Domestic fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
Miss Eelen very soon found an old lady sitting near with whom she could
talk, but Mary and Kirsteen stood together looking out upon the faces
and the moving figures and speaking to no one. They scarcely cared to
talk to each other, which they could do, they both reflected, very well
at home. They stood pressing close to each other, and watched all the
coming and going. In the position which they had gained they could see
all the sets, the great people at the head of the room, the humbler ones
below. Kirsteen had an advantage over her sister. She had met Lady
Chatty several times at Miss Eelen’s and had admired her, half for
herself, half for her position, which had a romantic side very
delightful to her simple imagination. “That’s Lady Chatty,” she
whispered to Mary, proud of her superior knowledge. “I don’t think much
of her,” said Mary, whispering back again. This gave Kirsteen a shock in
the perfect pleasure with which she watched the graceful movements and
animated looks of the future beauty. She had felt a disinterested
delight in following the other girl through her dance, admiring how
happy she looked and how bright; but Mary’s criticism had a chilling
effect.
A long time passed thus, and Kirsteen began to feel tired in spite of
herself; the pleasure of watching a room full of animated dancers very
soon palls at twenty. Her expectation of pleasure gradually died away.
It was very bonny, but not the delight she had thought. Mary stood with
a smile which had never varied since they entered the room, determined
to look pleased whatever happened--but Kirsteen was not able to keep up
to that level. If _he_ had but been here! then indeed all things would
have been different. It gave her a singular consolation to think of
this, to feel that it was in some sort a pledge of her belonging to him
that she was only a spectator in the place where he was not; but she was
too sensible not to be aware that her consolation was a fantastic one,
and that she would in fact have been pleased to dance and enjoy herself.
She and her sister were pushed a little higher up by the pressure of the
crowd which formed a fringe round the room, and which consisted of a
great many young men too timid to break into the central space where the
fine people were performing, and of tired and impatient girls who could
not dance till they were asked. Somehow it began to look all very
foolish to Kirsteen, not beautiful as she had hoped.
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