Lady Betty's governess : $b or, The Corbet chroniclesGuernsey, Lucy Ellen
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Lady Betty's governess : $b or, The Corbet chronicles
Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Governesses -- Juvenile fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Juvenile fiction
"It was all Margaret's doing," said Lady Betty, frankly. (She will
always call me Margaret, even before strangers, and I have begged my
Lady to let her have her own way.) "I should never have thought of it
only for Margaret. And oh, cousin, it is so nice! So much nicer to be
thinking about my little god-daughter, and what I can do for her, than
to think only of what I want myself."
"Dear heart!" said Mrs. Corbet. "It is always much pleasanter and
happier, even for oneself, to think of the wants and pleasures of
others, than to dwell forever on one's own. That would be the worst
punishment that could befall any one in this world or the next. Do you
not think so, Mistress Margaret?"
"I do, indeed!" said I. "And yet—" and here I stopped, fearing lest I
should be thought forward.
"And yet—" she repeated, with that sweet, sudden smile of hers.
"And yet we are told to think about ourselves in some things!" I went
on to say. "Mr. Penrose says we are to watch ourselves constantly, lest
we fall into sin, and we must think about ourselves, to do that—or, so
it seems to me. You heard him last Sunday, madam?"
"I did," replied Mrs. Corbet.
"Well," I said, marvelling at my own boldness, but something seemed to
draw me on—"if life is what he said—just one constant struggle with
the power of evil within and without—if we are in every way to keep
under and bring into subjection our bodies by fasting and penance, and
our souls by mourning and mortification, with but a doubtful hope of
succeeding after all—what can we do but think about ourselves?"
"Dear heart!" said Mrs. Corbet, again. (She uses these Devonshire
phrases so sweetly and tenderly.) "Dear heart, do not you go to making
bricks in Egypt with Mr. Penrose—albeit I think him an earnest,
painstaking young man, and I believe he will yet work himself right.
But, my child, remember who it was that bade us take no thought for the
morrow, and commit thy soul to His keeping. Believe me, when I tell
thee, that one good earnest look at thy Lord, will do more to keep thee
in the right way than gazing on thyself forever."
How I did want to go on with the conversation! But at that moment my
Lady came in, and carried away her cousin to see something in her own
room—baby things, I suppose.
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