Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
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Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
I think, except to the bride and bridegroom, a wedding is a very
sorrowful thing. I suppose Guy would say that was one of my queer
notions. But it looks to me so terribly like a funeral. There is a
bustle, and a show; and then you wake up, and miss one out of your life.
It is true, the one can come back still: but does he come back to be
yours any more? I think the instances must be very, very few in which
it is so, and only where both are, to you, very near and dear.
I think Marguerite saw I looked tired and sad.
"There have been light hearts to-day," she said; "and there have been
heavy ones. But the light of to-day may be the heavy of to-morrow; and
the sorrow of to-night may turn to joy in the morning."
"I do feel sorrowful, Margot; but I do not know why."
"My Damoiselle is weary. And all great joy brings a dull, tired feeling
after it. I suppose it is the infirmity of earth. The angels do not
feel so."
"I should like to be an angel," said I. "It must be so nice to fly!"
"And I," said Marguerite; "but not for that reason. I should like to
have no sin, and to see the good God."
"Oh dear!" said I. "That is just what I should not like. In the sense
of never doing wrong, it might be all very well: but I should not want
never to have any amusement, which I suppose thou meanest: and seeing
the good God would frighten me dreadfully."
"Does my Damoiselle remember the time when little Jacquot, Bertrade’s
brother, set fire to the hay-rick by playing with lighted straws?"
"Oh yes, very well. Why, what has that to do with it?"
"Does she recollect how he shrieked and struggled, when Robert and
Pierre took him and carried him into the hall, for Monseigneur himself
to judge him for his naughtiness?"
"Oh yes, Margot. I really felt sorry for the child, he was so
terrified; and yet it was half ludicrous—Monseigneur did not even have
him whipped."
"Yet, if I remember rightly, my Damoiselle was standing by Monseigneur’s
side at the very time; and she did not look frightened in the least.
Will she allow her servant to ask why?"
"Why should I, Margot? I had done nothing wrong."
"And why is my Damoiselle more like Jacquot than herself, when she comes
to think of seeing the good God?"
"Ah!—thou wouldst like me to say, Because I have done wrong, I suppose."
"Yes; but I think there was another reason as well."
"What was that, Margot?"
"My Damoiselle is Monseigneur’s own child. She knows him. He loves her,
and she knows it."
"But we are all children of the good God, Margot."
"Will my Damoiselle pardon me? We are all His creatures: not all His
children. Oh no, no!"
"O Margot!" said I suddenly, "didst thou note that tall, dark, handsome
knight, who stood on Count Guy’s left hand,—Count Raymond of Tripoli?"
"He in the mantle lined with black sable, and gold-barred scarlet hose?"
"That is the man I mean."
"I saw him. Why, if it please my Damoiselle?"
"Didst thou like him?"
"My Damoiselle did not like him?"
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