British -- China -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Fantasy fiction
“Mr. Blackwood is wrong,” said Hsiao, with decision, “in rejecting
life. One should reject nothing that is in accordance with Nature. And
Wang Li is wrong to spend his years in a state of unconsciousness. For
even now as he talks to you he is unconscious. He is not even conscious
that he is unconscious—otherwise there would be in his mind the shadow
of pride, which is a shadow of passion. He is with eternity, and only
peripherally speaks. Yuan, I fear, is going the same way. For me, the
object of life is enjoyment. One is born and one will die. In between
one has life. I do not reject it. I accept it and gratify my senses
while they can be gratified. I perceive the unnameable, but one can
perceive without embracing. When one has returned to the unnameable one
will have no senses. In the meantime, from the point of view of the
senses, death is a fact; life’s another.”
“Neither is a fact,” said Wang, his eyes lit with a terrifying gleam of
amusement. “There is only one Fact. From it all apparent distinctions
derive. In it they disappear.”
“Do you mean to say,” clamoured Sprot incredulously, “that I ... Me
...” (he pointed to himself) “am not a fact?”
“You are as the shadow of a non-existing cloud passing over a lawn that
isn’t there,” said Quentin, with a wink at Hsiao.
“Did I hear a voice?” asked Wang. “How can I, that am not, hear a voice
from nothing?” And Sprot clasped his head in desperation, proving
himself to himself by the hardness of his skull.
24
The meal came to an end in a somewhat startling manner, for Wang ceased
abruptly from conversation and entered a trance of contemplation, while
Hsiao went fast asleep.
“This,” said Lord Sombrewater to Ambrose, “is a great compliment.
I quite see that it may be regarded as the last gesture of true
refinement.” He rose, and with Frew-Gaff and Ruby followed Lychnis and
Yuan, who were strolling among the paths of the bamboo grove. “I desire
to hear more of the conversation of that young man,” he remarked.
“I don’t believe he is young,” said Sprot to Ambrose. “I shouldn’t be
surprised to find he was a hundred. I don’t like these people. Did
you ever hear such views? And I think it very wrong to let Lychnis go
walking off confidentially like that with a young married man. He’s
sure to be married. And anyway, he’s a foreigner—more than a foreigner.
In my opinion a Chinaman’s more than foreign—like a frog. You don’t
suppose”—he came closer to Ambrose—“you don’t suppose Lychnis would
... I mean, a nice young girl wouldn’t....”
“I should recommend you, as a mental exercise,” said Ambrose, “to
formulate to yourself more precisely what is in your mind. It makes my
record of the conversation more precise.”
Lord Sombrewater beckoned, and he joined the brilliant figures in the
bamboo grove. Yuan was discoursing of the bamboo and Lychnis listening
bright-eyed.
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