British -- China -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Fantasy fiction
“Will you walk in the jungle under the cloak of my understanding?” he
asked.
“Oh yes!” She was instant. How often, at night, one had heard some
young man, or some older man, or even an aged man, say: Shall we walk
in the wood a little? But this was to reenter the Garden by night, and
walk in Eden with an archangel, or even with the Lord God. Possibly to
see the Serpent, and the Tree of Knowledge. Looking at Yuan, to follow
him, she asked herself: Are you the Serpent? He was leading her to
knowledge, certainly, but not of good and evil, for he had said good
and evil are local oppositions; in the unnameable they become one.
He was looking past her, boring into the reeds. She liked the dark,
oblong eyes with their gimlet centres of blackness. She liked the
imperious line of the cheek.
“We will not land here,” he said.
They shot up and sideways, skirting the trees like a dragon-fly; came
down presently at a place where wild beasts drank. He made fast there.
She had a curious sensation, she told Ambrose, as Yuan helped her down
from the machine. It was strange, she said, to put her hand into his
foreign hand. (No doubt the being so much with Ambrose, the perpetual
comradeship that was between them, had trained her to note things.)
Pleasant? Unpleasant? Not altogether unpleasant. Some slight antipathy,
the diarist supposes. Certainly she forgot the sensation at once as
they made their way into the darkness, the thrilling terror of the deep
forest. She had no objection at all to the envelopment of her person by
his cloak of understanding. If she had any sort of antipathy to his
flesh, she had none whatever to his mind. He walked the forest like
some shepherd of tigers. The snakes and insects let pass one of their
kind, startled only by the shadow that followed him, bright-eyed and
staring. They were mounting, and presently, when they had crossed the
spine of the hill, the ground fell again slightly, only to mount beyond
them in wave after wave of forest until the further waves had a white
ridge, and far off, gleaming in outer space, were the snow-petals, the
sacred lilies of ice.
Lychnis gasped. “I’m not sure—I think I’m afraid. They are so huge, so
cold.” Fear of the mountains had entered her, and with it a host of
other fears. She began to look round anxiously, to shrink. He was her
only refuge from fear, and she shrank from him, too. Looking at her,
she felt he divined the whole secret of her.
“You are afraid now?” he asked. “It’s natural. Fear must come in before
it can be cast out. One must be conscious before one is unconscious.
Sit down with your back to a tree.” He prevented, in some way, her
impulse to look down in case a snake was coiled where she was to sit.
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