Between the self-satisfied lines of this communication the listener
reads how eternal must be the recumbency of Féodorovna, if continued
until the suggested need for her arises; and how dire the sufferings of
the victim.
The interval between Miss Prince’s discouraging exit and her return
seems long to the feverish candidate for an interview, which, as the
moments pass, she begins hotly to feel is not desired by the person with
whom it is asked. Susan has misled her--in her turn deceived by the
well-meaning importunities of Mrs. Prince. To be persecuting him again
after an interval of only five days! Probably he will regard her as a
second Féodorovna! Her uncle’s pet-name recurs ironically to her
mind--his Mosquito! She is going to be some one else’s mosquito, too.
For the first time in her life she merits the name!
“He will see you for a few minutes!” announces Miss Prince, reappearing
at last. “Personally, I do not think it very prudent; but Nurse Blandy
has made up her mind that he will be none the worse for it; and she
always considers herself a Court of Final Appeal.”
There are traces of past skirmish and present ill humour in Féodorovna’s
appearance; but to both Lavinia is absolutely indifferent. With an
immensely relieved, but still doubting, heart--for, after all, there has
been no word of his wish or will--she follows the haughtily undulating
figure of her guide through the same rooms, passages, and stairs as she
had traversed with a deep, but immeasurably less deep, excitement five
days ago. The lowered blinds, the lavished luxury of detail, the bed in
the recess,--how familiar they are! and yet how long ago her first
acquaintance with them seems!
She is nearing him. Will his first glance reveal that she has been
officious? that her visit adds one more nail to his wearisome martyrdom?
The answer comes carried by lightning. He has dragged himself up into
the forbidden attitude--at least it was forbidden five days ago; but
five days is an enormous period of time--an absurdly evident joy in his
caverned eyes. It cannot be more absurd than the blind elation that the
recognition of that joy evokes in her. It is with relief that, when
words come to her, she hears them to be temperate and rational.
“I am afraid that you were asleep, and that I woke you!’
“I never was wider awake in my life.”
His voice is stronger than it was on Monday; and Lavinia realizes that
Nature has been more potent than even Féodorovna; and that he has made a
perceptible step towards recovery since their last meeting.
“Are you sure that you are up to seeing me?”
“As sure as that I see you.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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