The enumeration sounds like a reproach, and the words of
self-vindication, “I was asked to come,” all but spring to Lavinia’s
lips; all but, not quite. It is better that he should think her pushing
and intrusive, than that his already wearied body and spirit should have
the fatigue and vexation of an explanation, whose only end would be to
salve her own wounded self-esteem.
“And though he enjoys it at the time,” pursues the arbiter of poor
Captain Binning’s destinies, “he feels the ill effects afterwards!”
“You take more trouble about me than I deserve!” says the invalid,
rather faintly, and in a voice under whose admirably patient politeness
Miss Carew divines an intense nervous irritation. “You know I cannot be
kept in cotton wool all my life!”
“It will not be my fault if you are not!” returns Féo, in a tone of
enthusiasm as intense and overt as that with which she had formerly
proclaimed her life-dedication to General ----.
There is a silence, each of the hearers probably feeling that it would
be impossible to “go one better” than the last utterance. Lavinia steals
a shocked glance at the object of it; but the air of civil tired
endurance, untempered by either fear or surprise, with which he receives
it, shows her that it is merely one of many such declarations. He only
throws his head a little further back, and shuts his eyes--to reopen
them, however, hastily. Lavinia follows the track of his thought. If he
shows any sign of weakness, their common overseer will dismiss Miss
Carew, and thrust something down his own throat.
When they reopen they reopen upon Lavinia’s; although, thanks to the
seat assigned to the latter by Féodorovna, it is only by turning his
head at an awkward angle, that he can get a tolerable view of her;
reopen with an appeal so direct and piteous as to be impossible to
misread. Can she--_she_ with the free use of her limbs, her wits, do
nothing for them? _Them!_ She has time for a spear-thrust of conscience
at the plural pronoun, followed by an equally rapid dart of
self-justification. The use of it was _his_, not hers. She only read off
his thought as a message is read off from the tape. He, in turn, must
read off a negative from hers, since the appeal dies out of his eyes
with disappointed revolt. It is only because a knock at the door has for
an instant freed them from supervision, that they are able to exchange
even these mute signals.
“I shall not be away more than a minute or two,” says Miss Prince,
undulating back to the bedside, and speaking in a voice whose
exasperation at the interruption and unnecessarily emphatic reassurance
contend for the upper hand. “My father has chosen this not very happy
moment to send for me; but I shall insist upon his not detaining me
long.”
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