A confused sense of indignation at that look makes itself perceptible
for a moment in the girl’s mind, followed immediately by a cavilling
self-question as to why she should feel it? What reason assignable to
any human creature is there for her refusing to perform so natural and
easy an act of neighbourliness? Were it poor inglorious little Captain
Smethurst to whom she had been requested to minister, would she have
hesitated for one moment to comply? With the lifelong record, of which
she cannot but be conscious, behind her of matter-of-course
obligingnesses and good offices towards her whole _entourage_, is it any
wonder that her present grudging attitude has spread a layer of
surprised disappointment over her petitioner’s countenance?
“Of course I know that he has no claim upon any of you!” she says, with
a shrug that seems to give up her cause for lost. “Quite the other way
on, in fact! But he is such a lovable sort of fellow, and so
disproportionately grateful for any little thing one can do for him; and
you all--even Sir George--seemed to wish to make him forget; but I
suppose it rankles all the same, and he is the last person not to
understand that it should be so.”
She turns to go, unaware that her final words, in which she herself sees
no particular virtue, have gained the cause she had abandoned as lost.
“_Rankles!_” repeats Lavinia, turning quite white, and in a voice of
inexpressible horror. “Is it possible that you can think?--that you can
imagine----?”
“I really do not know what I think,” replies Mrs. Prince, in a voice
pettish from worry of mind and startled puzzledom at the dynamitic
effect of her last sentence. “When you see a person, whom you have
always found ready to put herself in four for you, suddenly making
difficulties when you are in a tight place, and when it really would not
cost her much to help you, one does not know what to think, does one,
Mrs. Darcy?”
“_Has_ Lavinia made a difficulty?” asks the person thus erected into
umpire, and looking with quiet directness of inquiry into her friend’s
face. “I think you have not given her time for either ‘yes’ or ‘no’
yet!”
“Which is it to be?” cries Mrs. Prince, wheeling round with revived hope
upon her victim. “It may as well be yes!”--with all her tone can carry
of persuasion. “You will have none of the disagreeables of nursing. What
I ask of you is just to sit by his bedside and chat to him; and to keep
Féo quiet by persuading her that we are not killing him by neglect in
her absence.”
_None of the disagreeables of nursing!_ It is, then, to a selfish
shrinking from contact with his pain, that her hesitation is attributed.
The stingingness of the injustice, which would be ludicrous in its
divergence from fact, if it were not so cruel, drives back the blood to
Lavinia’s cheeks, and the words to her lips.
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