Death -- Fiction; Friendship -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
It was at that moment that I looked up and saw a woman standing in the
doorway.
“Anita!” I murmured warningly. But my voice did not reach her, and
indeed, she and the little gesticulating group in the further room
seemed suddenly far away. The air had been thickening for the last hour,
and now, with the opening of the door, the fog itself came billowing in
on either side of the newcomer as water streams past a ship. It flooded
the room, soundlessly, almost, I remember thinking, purposefully, as if
it would have islanded us, Kent and me. It affected me curiously. I felt
muffled. I knew I ought to get up and call again to Anita or attend to
the visitor myself, but the quiet seemed to dull my wits. I found myself
placidly wondering who she was and why she did not come in; but I made
no movement to welcome her. I just sat still and stared.
She was a tall girl—woman—for either word fitted her: she had brown
hair. She was dressed in—I should have said, if you had asked me, that I
could remember every detail, and I can in my own mind; but when I try to
write it down, it blurs. But I know that there was blue in her dress,
and bright colours. It must have been some flowered stuff. She
looked—it’s a silly phrase—but she looked like a spring day. I wanted
her to come into the room and drive away the fog that was making me
blink and feel dizzy. There was a gold ring on her finger: yes, and her
hands were beautiful—strong, white hands. In one she held the brass
candle-stick that stood in the hall, and with the other she sheltered
the weak flame from the draught. Yet not only with her hand. Her arm was
crooked maternally, her shoulder thrust forward, her hip raised, in a
gesture magnificently protecting, as though the new-lit tallow-end were
fire from heaven. Her whole body seemed sacredly involved in an act of
guardianship. But half the glory of her pose—and it was lovely enough to
make me catch my breath—was its unconsciousness; for her attention was
all ours. Her eyes, as she listened to the group by the hearth, were
sparkling with amusement and that tolerant, deep affection that one
keeps for certain dearest, foolish friends. It was evident that she knew
them well.
“Can’t you keep that door shut, Jenny? The draught——”
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