Leila at Home: a continuation of Leila in EnglandTytler, Ann Fraser
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Leila at Home: a continuation of Leila in England
Tytler, Ann Fraser
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Country life -- Juvenile fiction; Cousins -- Juvenile fiction
“I have never told you,” she said one morning, as they sat alone
together, (she on a low stool looking up into Mrs. Herbert’s face,) “I
have never told you how very sorry I was afterwards for having made that
rude speech to Charles when I first saw him; but I was so very much
disappointed, I could not help saying it; I had been thinking so much of
having a little brother, and of how kind I should be to him, and how he
would grow up to love me. And when I saw that tall Charles, I could
scarcely keep from crying, for since my great trial of poor Peggy Dobie,
and my dear, dear Dash, I don’t know why it is, but so often I am ready
to cry when any thing like another trial comes to me--but this has not
turned out a trial after all.”
“So you are getting reconciled then, my love, to Charles being tall, and
don’t wish so much now that you had a little brother rather?”
“No, indeed I don’t--I like it much better; for Charles is so kind, and
takes such care of me, and he is so fond of Mina; he is an excellent
brother; and don’t you think he is an excellent son too? He often looks
at you just as I do at my papa. I am sure he is thinking then that you
never can know how much he loves you. I dare say Charles never does any
thing very wrong; only a little wrong, I suppose, for papa always says
no one is quite perfect.”
Mrs. Herbert smiled. “No, my dear Leila, I do not say Charles is by any
means perfect; he has faults, still I may say that he is one who has
never yet given us cause for serious uneasiness.
“I was sure of that,” Leila answered, “for he always looks as if he
could not bear to vex any one; I often wish to ask him to forgive me for
what I said: but I don’t know why, I often feel a little shy with
Charles, though I like so much to talk to him. I hope it will go off in
time, for I should like to be able to tell him every thing I think, just
as I do to you; if he had been a little boy I would not have cared to do
this, I would only have said little things to make him laugh and to
amuse him; so, as Nurse always says, every thing in this world turns out
for the best, if we would only remember this, and not fret. But,” she
continued, “when I said just now that I told you every thing, I forgot
that there is one thing I cannot tell you.”
“And what is that?” Mrs. Herbert inquired. “Why should you be afraid to
tell me every thing?”
“I am not afraid,” Leila answered; “but it is not the right time yet to
tell. Perhaps I shall be disappointed myself, and then I need not tell
you, for it would only make you sorry; but if it comes up it is for you.
Now I must go to the conservatory; I go there every morning alone, but
don’t ask me why I go.”
Leila stood in the conservatory, earnestly contemplating a flower-pot
she held in her hand, till startled by a voice behind her.
“How now, lady bright, gazing on brown earth, and so many beautiful
blooming flowers around you?”
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