Lewis made a movement of impatience to avoid a sermon.
"Everything that happens is my fault," continued Irene, "even to have
agreed to marry was wrong of me; and yet people say I am stubborn! I had
an idea that ... I want to explain something to you which you daren't
admit to me: that you married to be happy and quiet, not for your house
to be turned into a bank, a counting-house; what did I say? Two Banks.
To-day I am your competitor, and to-morrow? Perhaps in marrying me you
were only seeking revenge, and having got it, you only asked to live in
peace; in your heart, Lewis, you care for me much less than you think.
Unfortunately, it's I who love you now ... (she stopped him
interrupting), but that is my own affair. Give up work? You have seen me
try, I can't go on doing nothing. I am a Greek, and for me every dream,
every thought, must materialize. My ancestors of the Islands lived for
centuries in the midst of carnage and outlawry on that very island on
which you could not live. I, too, am an island, something very primitive
and remote, and you cannot live there either. I hate everything which is
merely amusing or childish. Vice, whether it be splendid or convenient,
does not attract me. I have behind me centuries of trade, of liberty, of
emigration.... Let me go away in my turn ..."
Lewis took hold of Irene's hair, fine as magneto wires.
"You would leave me like this ... without warning? When we are such
friends, Irene?"
"No, not friends. I haven't time to wait for the affections of old age.
Don't make any mistake. You are not a Russian to stagger across the flow
of your feelings, crying out: 'Everything I touch crumbles.' Don't turn
your back on the truth. The motto of humanity should be: 'Behold the
truth, now everyone for himself!' The Greeks are the only exception.
What are we, we two? During the day we are enemies. During the
night ... yes, during the night also, but there we cannot choose our
weapons. We can't go on like that. It will become too much of a strain. The
path we are following is strewn with unhappiness! You with your character:
civilized, nervous, often unreliable; and I with mine, full of savage
instincts, passionate ..."
Lewis did not reply. This child was very dear to him at heart. He took
her in his arms and passed his hand between her dress and her body.
"Irene, your name does mean Peace, doesn't it?"
Irene remained powerless, her head on Lewis' knees, like a little Greek
city intoxicated by its tyrant.
XI
THUS Lewis realized that Irene, with all her pride, could not resist
him. He thought "They say that modern women cannot find men; they will
always find plenty to make love to them, but what they won't find is the
man who has time to sit beside them and put his arm round them and say:
'Why are you unhappy?'"
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