"HAVEN'T you ever played tricks on those you love," thought Lewis,
answering an imaginary antagonist, as he walked along the quais by
himself. The night, deep as coffee grounds in which he could foretell no
future, was over. He had spent it with Madame Magnac, as in the old
days. Now he was on his way back to Irene for breakfast. What he liked
about Irene was her purity; he had adored that purity for so long that
he could not bear it any more. Indeed it protected Irene, unfairly he
thought, from everything; it protected her from suspicion, from danger;
it enabled her to remain herself; never to make an effort to serve him
or to understand him; she went to bed completely enveloped in this
carapace.... To go on living in Paris after the age of thirty one must
accept being surrounded by complicity. Otherwise one must leave. Since
Irene had agreed to come back to France, she must sooner or later get
used to it.
Lewis used to think that the peccadillos which seemed to him necessary
with women who only attracted him physically, would automatically cease
if he ever really fell in love. He had counted without that eagerness to
surpass ourselves which dominates us and which is perhaps nothing but
habit disguised.
No, he was not complicating his life, he was simplifying it.
XV
HE was simplifying it more than he imagined, for when he got home he
found the house empty. He waited for two days. Then seized with a
remorse and despair of which he would not have been thought capable, in
forty-two hours he scoured Paris, London and Trieste. But without
result. There was not the slightest trace of Irene.
On the eighth day he received a telegram from her asking him to come and
join her at Corfu.
Would she forgive him? No pilgrimage would have been too long for him if
she would relieve him of his misery. With some difficulty, the relations
between Italy and Greece still being strained, he obtained a permit, and
after further efforts he succeeded in getting on board an Italian vessel
at Brindisi, laden with troops.
The next day at sundown Corfu appeared, set in the swelling sea. In the
leaden channel they dipped their ensign to _Count Cavour_, _Julius
Cæsar_, _Saint Mark_, _Leopardi_ and all kinds of Italian celebrities
painted iron-grey, armed with naked guns trained on the old citadel
protected by its interlacing vines. The principal buildings sought
shelter under the white flag. The whole town was peacefully doing its
laundry. The Italians had just declared a blockade against the island.
At the Hôtel de la Belle Venise, Lewis heard that the Greek ships with
their passengers were confined to the south, in the Khalkiopoulo Bay. He
went there at sunset.
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