Life and Gabriella: The Story of a Woman's CourageGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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Life and Gabriella: The Story of a Woman's Courage
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
Though she had seen these sudden changes in him before, she had never
grown wholly used to them. Her deeper nature, with its tranquil
brightness, untroubled by passing storms, was unprepared for the shallow
violence which swept over him, leaving no visible trace of its passage.
No, she could not understand him--she could only hope that after they
were married the blindness would pass from her love, and she would
attain that completer knowledge for which she was striving so patiently.
The transforming miracle of marriage, she trusted, would reveal this
mystery, with so many others.
"How can you hurt me so, George?" she asked with reproachful tenderness.
"It's because you are so stubborn, darling. If you weren't so stubborn I
shouldn't do it. Do you know you get almost mulish at times," he added,
laughing, while she moved nearer and rubbed her cheek softly against his
sleeve.
"You frighten me," she whispered. "I was just beginning to believe that
you really meant it."
"Oh, lovers always quarrel. There's nothing in that."
"But I hate to see you angry. It would almost kill me if it lasted
longer than a minute. Never let it last, will you, George?"
"Of course not, Goosey. It never has lasted, has it?"
"Goosey" was one of his favourite names for her. He liked it because it
gave him a merry feeling of superiority when he said it, and Gabriella
liked it for perhaps the same reason. In the first ardour of her
self-surrender she caught eagerly at any straw that she might cast on
the flame of her passion.
"And I'm not really stubborn, dear. Tell me that I'm not really
stubborn."
"You darling! I was only teasing you."
"I'll do anything on earth for you that I can, George."
"I know you will, dearest, and you don't honestly care more for your
family, do you?"
"I love you better than all the rest of the world put together. There
are times when I think it must be wrong to love any man as much as I
love you. My grandmother used to say that when you loved like that you
'tempted Providence.' Isn't it dreadful to believe that you could tempt
Providence by loving?"
He kissed her throat where a loosened strand of dark hair had fallen
against the whiteness.
"Will you do what I ask, Gabriella?"
So it was all to begin over again! He had not really given in, he had
not really yielded even while he was kissing her. She closed her eyes,
leaning her head on his shoulder. For a moment she felt as if a physical
pain were pressing into her forehead.
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