East End (London, England) -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Social settlements -- Fiction
“Then—and you—do you approve of her decision?” he asked slowly, his
voice so different from his first eager greeting. It was tired and a
little thick. An idea flashed through Muriel’s mind; she leaned forward
suddenly.
“Mr. Damores, do you care for her?” she asked. He squared his shoulders,
and looked back at her steadily, but a little surprised.
“Really, Miss Muriel, I thought—I thought it was pretty obvious!” he
replied.
“Then,” said Muriel, “I think very poorly of you for not wishing to
marry her!”
“But, good Heavens! Miss Dallerton,” he cried, now really astonished, “I
want nothing so much! I came here, if you must know, simply for that
purpose! and I find her—gone—leaving no traces, and, if you will
excuse my saying so, a great deal of confusion behind her!”
“I certainly do feel confusion, not to say chaos,” said Muriel smiling;
“and the worst of it is I can’t possibly explain. However one thing’s
evident, if you want her you must look for her, for I have no address
beyond Paris. She hates writing letters, and it will probably be a month
at least before she writes and gives it to me. Will you wait in London?”
Leslie Damores smiled.
“I might find her in Paris, and I shall not find her here,” he said;
“and when I do find her, I shall bring her back. Good-bye, Miss
Dallerton; I’m glad I didn’t deserve your scolding this time, it looked
as if it was going to be a pretty bad one. Oh, but I was a fool for not
marrying Cynthia eight years ago!” Muriel held out both her hands to
him, her eyes filled with tears.
“I am glad you are going to her,” she said. “I won’t wish you luck,
because there is something so much better that you have got already; but
I can’t help being a little sorry, for she will never come back to me
again!”
“Are you all alone?” he asked.
“There’s my work,” she said; “and the blackbeetle, who is a great friend
of mine, and looks after me very well.”
“Do you remember ‘The Lady of Shalott?’” he asked abruptly. “I always
liked that last line of it, ‘God in His mercy lend her grace.’ Good-bye,
Miss Dallerton.” He was gone, hopeful and strong once more, with the
possibility of satisfaction within his grasp, and Muriel again alone.
“It was all very well for Launcelot to say that,” she thought, “but when
she needed him most she had no loyal knight and true, the Lady of
Shalott, and—and not even God’s grace would make her forget that!” And
Muriel put her arms on the table and cried a little about Jack—at least
she thought it was about Jack, but it was really that Cynthia’s hand was
on what she herself had missed. The woman’s lips that bear no kiss of
love seem formed in vain; even the angels must sigh for them—and not
even the angels satisfy. Yet she had held it all once, and remorse and
passion and pity mocked at her for having thrown life’s gift away.
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