London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
All the men and girls in the packed tea-shop had work behind them and
work in front of them. They knew where they were; they had a function
on the earth. She, Lilian, had nothing, save a couple of weeks’ wages
and perhaps a hundred pounds in the Post Office Savings Bank.
Resentment against her father flickered up anew from its ashes in her
heart.
How could she occupy herself after lunch? Unthinkable for her to go to
her lodging until the customary hour, unless she could pretend to be
ill; and if she feigned illness the well-disposed slavey would be after
her and would see through the trick at once, and it would be all over
the house that something had happened to Miss Share. The afternoon was
an enormous trackless expanse which had to be somehow traversed by a
weary and terribly discouraged wayfarer. Her father had been in the
habit of conducting his family on ceremonial visits to the public art
galleries. She went to the Wallace Collection, and saw how millionaires
lived in the ’seventies, and how the unchaste and lovely ladies were
dressed for whom entire populations were sacrificed in the seventeenth
and eighteenth centuries. Thence to a cinema near the Marble Arch, and
saw how virtue infallibly wins after all.
When, after travelling countless leagues of time and ennui, she reached
home she received a note from Mr. Pladda inviting her to the Hammersmith
Palais de Danse for the following night. Mr. Pladda was the star lodger
in the house--a man of forty-five, legally separated from his wife but
of impeccable respectability and decorum. His illusion was that he
could dance rather well. Mr. Pladda was evidently coming on.
The next morning, which was very fine, Lilian spent in Hyde Park,
marshalling her resources. Beyond her trifling capital she had none.
Especially she had no real friends. She had unwisely cut loose from her
parents’ acquaintances, and she could not run after them now that she
was in misfortune. Her former colleagues? Out of the question! Gertie
might prove a friend, but Gertie must begin; Lilian could not begin.
Lord Mackworth? Silly idea! She still thought of Lord Mackworth
romantically. He was an unattainable hero at about the same level as
before in her mind, for while his debts had lowered him his advertised
dissoluteness had mysteriously raised him. (Yet in these hours and days
Mr. Pladda himself was not more absolutely respectable and decorous, in
mind and demeanour, than Lilian.) She went to two cinemas in the
afternoon, and, safe in the darkness of the second one, cried silently.
But with Mr. Pladda at the Palais de Danse she was admirably cheerful,
and Mr. Pladda was exceedingly proud of his companion, who added refined
manners to startling beauty. She delicately praised his dancing,
whereupon he ordered lemon squashes and tomato sandwiches. At the
little table she told him calmly that she was leaving her present
situation and taking another.
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