“Then, my dear Linda, describe him.”
“Very straight,” she said, “with beautiful polished shoes and brushed
hair.”
“You ought to have no trouble finding that. Any number of my friends
have one--to open the door and take your things. I might arrange a very
satisfactory introduction for everybody concerned--a steady man well on
his way to preside over the pantry and table.”
“You're not as funny as usual,” Linda decided critically. “That, too,
disturbs me,” he replied. “It looks even more unpromising for the near
future.”
XXI
In her room Linda thought, momentarily, of Arnaud Hallet; whatever might
have been serious in her attitude toward him dissolved by the lightness
of his speech. Dodge Pleydon appealed irresistibly to her deepest
feelings. Now her mental confusion was at least clear in that she knew
what troubled her. It was not new, it extended even to times before
Pleydon had entered her life--the difficulties presented by the term
“love.”
In her mind it was divided into two or three widely different aspects,
phases which she was unable to reconcile. Her mother, in the beginning,
had informed her that love was a nuisance. To be happy, a man must love
you without any corresponding return; this was necessary to his complete
management, the securing of the greatest possible amount of new clothes.
It was as far as love should be allowed to enter marriage. But that
reality, with a complete expression in shopping, was distant from the
immaterial and delicate emotions that in her responded to Pleydon.
Linda had been familiar with the materials, the processes, of what, she
had been assured, was veritable love since early childhood. Her mother's
dressing, the irritable hours of fittings and at her mirror, the paint
she put on her cheeks, the crimping of her hair were for the favor of
men. These struggles had absorbed the elder, all the women Linda had
encountered, to the exclusion of everything else. This, it seemed, must,
from its overwhelming predominance, be the greatest thing in life.
There was nothing mysterious about it. You did certain things
intelligently, if you had the figure to do them with, for a practical
end. The latter, carefully controlled, like an essence of which a drop
was delightful and more positively stifling, was as real as the
methods of approach. Oatmeal or scented soap! The force of example and
association combined to bathe such developments in the sanest light
possible, and Linda had every intention of the successful grasping of an
easy and necessary luxury. She had, until--vaguely--now, been entirely
willing to accept the unescapable conditions of love used as a means or
the element of pleasure at parties. Now, however, the unexpected element
of Dodge Pleydon disturbed her philosophy.
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