Suddenly all the lacing and painting and crimping, the pretense and lies
and carefully planned accidental effects, filled her with revolt. The
insinuations of women, the bareness of their revelations, her
mother returning unsteady and mussed from a dinner, were unutterably
disgusting. Even to think of them hurt her fundamentally: so much of
what she was, of what she had determined, had been destroyed by an
emotion apparently as slight as echoed music.
Here was the real mystery and for which nothing in her experience had
prepared her. She began to see why it was called a nuisance--if this
were love--and wondered if she had better not suppress it at once. It
wouldn't be suppressed. Her thoughts continually came back to Pleydon,
and the warmth, the disturbing thrill, always resulted. It led her away
from herself, from Linda Condon; a sufficiently strange accomplishment.
A concern for Dodge Pleydon, little schemes for his happiness and
well-being, put aside her clothes and complexion and her future.
Until the present her acts had been the result of deliberation. She had
been impressed by the necessity for planning with care; but, in the cool
gloom of the covered bed, a sharp joy held her at the possibility of
flinging caution away. Yet she couldn't quite, no matter how much she
desired it, lose herself. Linda was glad that Pleydon was rich; and
there were, she remembered, moments for surrender.
As usual these problems, multiplying toward night, were fewer in the
bright flood of morning. She laughed at the memory of Arnaud Hallet's
humor; and then, it was late afternoon, the maid told her that Pleydon
was in the drawing room. Her appearance satisfactory she was able to see
him at once. To her great pleasure neither Pleydon nor his clothes had
changed. He was dressed in light-gray flannels; a big easy man with a
crushing palm, large features and an expression of intolerance.
“Linda,” he said, “what a splendid place to find you. So much better
than Markue's.” He was, she realized, very glad to see her, and dropped
at once, as if they had been uninterruptedly together, into intimate
talk. “My work has been going badly,” he proceeded; “or rather not at
all. I made a rather decent fountain at Newport; but--remember what
Susanna said?--it's not in the first rank. A happy balance and strong
enough conception; yet it is like a Cellini ewer done in granite. The
truth is, too much interests me; an artist ought to be the victim of a
monomania. I'm a normal animal.” He studied her contentedly:
“How lovely you are. I came over--in an automobile at last--because I
was certain you couldn't exist as I remembered you. But you could and
do. Lovely Linda! And what a gem of a letter. It might have been copied
from 'The Perfect Correspondent for Young Females.' You're not going to
lose me again. When I was a little boy I had a passion for sherbets.”
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