She had wondered, calmly enough, which of the two bitter women were
responsible, and decided that it was her mother. At this the situation
at the Feldts', increasingly strained, had become an impossibility.
Arnaud Hallet, after his first visit, had soon returned. There was no
more mention of his money; but every time he saw her he asked her
again, in his special manner--a formality flavored by a slight diffident
humor--to marry him. Arnaud's proposals had alternated with Pleydon's
utterly different demand.
Linda remembered agonized evenings when, in a return of his brutal
manner of the unforgettable night in the Lowrie garden, he tried to
force a recognition of his passion. It had left her cold, exhausted,
the victim of a mingled disappointment at her failure to respond with
a hatred of all essential existence. At last, on a particularly trying
occasion, she had desperately agreed to marry him.
The aversion of her mother, becoming really dangerous, had finally
appalled her; and a headache weighed on her with a leaden pain. Dodge,
too, had been unusually considerate; he talked about the future--tied
up, he asserted, in her--of his work; and suddenly, at the signal of her
rare tears, Linda agreed to a wedding.
In the middle of the night she had wakened oppressed by a dread
resulting in an uncontrollable chill. She thought first that her mother
was bending a malignant face over her; and then realized that her
feeling was caused by her promise to Dodge Pleydon. It had grown worse
instead of vanishing, waves of nameless shrinking swept over her; and in
the morning, further harrowed by the actualities of being, she had sent
a telegram to Arnaud Hallet--to Arnaud's kindness and affection, his
detachment not unlike her own.
They were married immediately; and through the ceremony and the
succeeding days she had been almost entirely absorbed in a sensation of
escape. At the death of Amelia Lowrie, soon after, Arnaud had suggested
a temporary period in the house she remembered with pleasure; and,
making small alterations with the months and years, they had tacitly
agreed to remain.
Linda often wondered, walking about the lower floor, why it seemed so
familiar to her: she would stand in the dining-room, with its ceiling of
darkened beams, and gaze absent-minded through the long windows at the
close-cut walled greenery without. The formal drawing-room, at the right
of the street entrance, equally held her--a cool interior with slatted
wooden blinds, a white mantelpiece with delicately reeded supports and a
bas-relief of Minerva on the center panel, a polished brass scuttle for
cannel-coal and chairs with wide severely fretted backs upholstered in
old pale damask.
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