Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 26, November, 1880Various
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Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 26, November, 1880
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
Jerrem and Adam were familiar names to Reuben now, and the men who
bore them were often before his eyes and constantly in his thoughts.
Prepared as Reuben had been for undergoing much awkwardness in
delivering himself of the tale he had to tell, he found he had greatly
underrated the pain and humiliation he actually felt when, through the
interest of his friend, he found himself within the walls of Newgate
and in the presence of Adam. Reuben was no coward, yet it needed all
the strength of his strictly-disciplined mind to open up and lay bare
before a rival's eyes those wounds which love had made and time had
had no space to heal. He shrank from placing in front of Adam the
picture of himself and Eve as they had stood in the days when, Adam all
unknown, the balance of a happy future seemed trembling still within
the hand of Fate; and he paused from time to time as he spoke, hoping
some word or sign would make his task more easy; but Adam never spoke
or turned aside his eyes, and under that fixed gaze Reuben was forced
to tell his tale out to the end, constraining his pride to give out
word for word what Eve had said in Adam's praise, and searing the green
memory of his love by making his lips repeat those vows which she had
told him bound her to another.
At length the task was ended, the jealous rage, the mad revenge, was
all confessed; and satisfied that, whatever guilt it might please Adam
to lay to his charge, he had at least shown that Eve was free from any
shadow of stain, Reuben paused, and the two so strangely linked stood
looking at each other with envy, jealousy, distrust clouding their
minds, while a chord of sympathy drew them together as they recognized
a similitude in their actions which made each self-abasement uttered
find an echo in its listener's breast. Proud, stern, unyielding to
emotion as both these men had lived, it was not in them to take comfort
in the shifts and excuses weaker natures find: the hearts that had
refused pity for their neighbors would not entreat it because they
themselves now stood in need. As they had judged their fellows so they
arraigned themselves, and thus unwittingly rendered the first atonement
man is called upon to make.
The sight of Adam's strong, powerful form shaken and bowed down by
the remorse he strove in vain to control moved Reuben strangely. The
haggard pallor of his striking face, the sunken eyes, the untasted
food, the unslept-in bed,--each told its tale of misery and woe, and
opened out to Reuben a depth of despair his own experience hitherto had
furnished him with no gauge to measure. What if with no further warning
he fetched up Eve to Adam's aid? The thought would bear no hesitation:
a thousand jealous "Noes" battled with the suggestion, but Reuben's
better self resolved to have its way, and, seizing the opportunity of
Adam's head being bent down in his arms, Reuben went swiftly out and
along down to the keeper's room, where Eve had been left impatiently
awaiting his return.
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