Little Eyebright and her pund o' careGiberne, Agnes
Religion
Little Eyebright and her pund o' care
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Domestic fiction; Friendship -- Juvenile fiction; Money -- Juvenile fiction
"Why, the whole matter is so simple." Mrs. Landor was too much
interested in her view of the question to notice at the moment what he
said. "So very simple and plain. All these years God has chosen to give
us money in plenty, to use for Him; and I do think we have tried to use
it rightly. And now He has chosen to take it away. Hasn't He a perfect
right to do as He will? It is His, not ours. I do think it would be so
utterly ungrateful of us to grumble."
"I am afraid if I had lost everything—"
"Ah, everything!" she echoed with a quick breath. "But it is not that.
Not everything! My husband is left to me still. And our health. It is
not like Job."
"If health broke down, or if the call came to me to go, you would say
the same still, my dear," interposed the Rector. "I know you would,
because it would still be His will."
Mrs. Landor smiled again, though tears were in her eyes.
"Few would feel as you do, in your position," said Colin.
"Perhaps because they have been accustomed to look upon the money as
strictly their own. I do not think we have ever done that." She spoke
in a thoughtful tone, as if considering the question.
"It is harder for her than for me," the old Rector said softly, looking
towards Colin. "I was poor for years before I married, and she does not
know what it is to be poor."
"So every one tells me. But is not the unknown sometimes more alarming
than what one does know? Well, we are to have a new experience
together—you and I! It will be a new kind of life entirely. We shall
have to make every single penny go as far as it possibly can, instead
of never troubling one's head about the matter. I am bent on proving
that, at least, luxury has not spoiled me, Mr. Mackenzie. Don't think
I am putting on a cheerfulness which I do not really feel. Perhaps,
as my husband says, I don't know what it all means as yet. But what
I 'cannot' understand is the sense of doubt and terror in looking
forward, which I seem to be expected to feel. Of course there is
uncertainty. We have not the least idea how we are to manage. Expenses
must be cut down to the utmost; and even then it is a mystery in what
way we can get along. Only—we shall get along! We simply have to wait
till the 'how' becomes clear."
"I suppose something always turns up somehow," remarked Colin, in a
reflection of his wife's favourite tone.
"Is that enough for you? It would not be for me. 'Something turning up
somehow' sounds dreary. With me it is the direct and positive care of
a Father for His child; not a mere turning up of something, one hardly
knows how. Of course, one is left in the dark now and then—if only to
give one the opportunity of trusting Him!—and of course we have to do
the very utmost that we can do towards helping ourselves. But when we
can do no more, and still it is not sufficient, then comes the waiting,
because it is just there that God steps in."
"If everybody felt as sure."
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