English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
the sugar-making season, profound bewilderment, and a sense of mental
disorientation had left him without his customary defences and in a
state of more than ordinary susceptibility; so that when he saw, in
the midst of his waking nightmare, that charming childish head, when
he heard those gentle words of sympathy for the poor Dravidian, he was
strangely moved; and he found himself aware of Emmy Wendle as he had
not been aware of any woman since the first unfaithful one of his youth
had left him.
Everything conspired to make my Uncle Spencer take an interest in
Emmy Wendle--everything, not merely his own emotional state, but the
place, the time, the outward circumstances. He might have gone to see
her at the music-hall every night for a year; and though he might have
enjoyed her turn--and as a matter of fact he would not, for he would
have thought it essentially rather vulgar--though he might have found
her pretty and charming, it would never have occurred to him to try to
make her acquaintance or introduce himself into her history. But here,
in this detestable makeshift prison, she took on a new significance,
she became the personification of all that was gracious, sweet,
sympathetic, of all that was not war. And at the end of her performance
(still, it was true, in poorish taste, but more permissible, seeing
that it was given for the comfort of the afflicted) how profoundly
impressive was her singing of the “Brabançonne”! She had become great
with the greatness of the moment, with the grandeur of the emotions to
which she was giving utterance in that harsh guttersnipe’s voice of
hers--singing of exultations, agonies, and man’s unconquerable mind. We
attribute to the symbol something of the sacredness of the thing or
idea symbolised. Two bits of wood set cross-wise are not two ordinary
bits of wood, and a divinity has hedged the weakest and worst of kings.
Similarly, at any crisis in our lives, the most trivial object, or a
person in himself insignificant, may become, for some reason, charged
with all the greatness of the moment.
Even the “sarl coshaw” incident had helped to raise my Uncle Spencer’s
interest in Emmy Wendle. For if she was gentle, innocent, and young,
if she personified in her small, bright self all the unhappiness
and all the courage of a country, of the whole afflicted world,
she was also fallible, feminine, and weak; she was subject to bad
influences, she might be led astray. And the recollection of those
gross phrases, candidly, innocently, and openly uttered (as the most
prudish can always utter them when they happen to be in an unfamiliar
language, round whose words custom has not crystallised that wealth of
associations which give to the native locutions their peculiar and,
from age to age, varying significance), filled my Uncle Spencer with
alarm and with a missionary zeal to rescue so potentially beautiful and
even grand a nature from corruption.
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