English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
Another man would have permitted himself to take liberties in return,
to be sportive, gallant, and importunate. But my Uncle Spencer remained
gravely and tenderly himself. His only reprisal for “Uncle Spenny”
and the rest was to call her by her Christian name instead of “Miss
Wendle,” as he had always solemnly done before. Yes, Emmy felt herself
safe with Uncle Spenny; almost too safe, perhaps.
My Uncle Spencer’s conversations were always, as I have said, of a very
serious cast. They were even more serious at this time than usual; for
the catastrophe, and now his passion, had brought on in his mind a very
severe fit of thinking. There was so much that, in the light of the
happenings of the last few weeks, needed reconsidering. From the German
professor’s theory to the problem of good and evil; from the idea of
progress (for, after all, was not this the twentieth century?) to the
austere theory and the strange new fact of love; from internationalism
to God--everything had to be considered afresh. And he considered them
out loud with Emmy Wendle. Goodness, for example, was that no more
than a relative thing, an affair of social conventions, gauged by
merely local and accidental standards? Or was there something absolute,
ultimate, and fundamental about the moral idea? And God--could God
be absolutely good? And was there such a vast difference between the
twentieth and other centuries? Could fact ever rhyme with ideal? All
these disturbing questions had to be asked and answered to his own
satisfaction once again.
It was characteristic of my Uncle Spencer that he answered them
all--even after taking into consideration everything that had
happened--on the hopeful side, just as he had done before the
catastrophe; and what was more, with a deeper conviction. Before, he
had accepted the cheerful idealistic view a little too easily. He had
inherited it from the century in which he was born, had sucked it in
from the respectable and ever-prospering elders among whom he had been
brought up. Circumstances were now making that facile cheerfulness
seem rather stupid. But it was precisely because he had to reconsider
the objections to optimism, the arguments against hopefulness, not
theoretically in the void, but practically and in the midst of personal
and universal calamity (the latter very bearable if one is comfortably
placed oneself, but real, but disturbing, if one is also suffering a
little), that he now became convinced, more hardly but more profoundly,
of the truth of what he had believed before, but lightly and, as he
now saw, almost accidentally. Events were shortly to disturb this
new-found conviction.
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