English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
Emmy listened to him with rapture. The circumstances, the time, the
place, inclined her to the serious and reflective mood. My Uncle
Spencer’s discourses were just what she needed at this particular
moment. Naturally superstitious, she lived at all times under the
protection of a small gold lucky pig and a coral cross which had once
belonged to her mother. And when luck was bad, she went to church and
consulted crystal gazers. That time she broke her leg and had to cancel
that wonderful engagement to tour in Australia, she knew it was because
she had been neglecting God in all the prosperous months before; she
prayed and she promised amendment. When she got better, God sent her
an offer from Cohen’s Provincial Alhambras Ltd., in token that her
repentance was accepted and she was forgiven. And now, though she had
seemed to belong to the cheerful party in the attics of the Ministry
of the Interior, her thoughts had secretly been very grave. At night,
lying awake on her mattress, she wondered in the darkness what was the
reason of all this--the war, her bad luck in getting caught by the
Germans. Yes, what could the reason be? Why was God angry with her once
again?
But of course she knew why. It was all that dreadful, dreadful business
last June when she was working at Wimbledon. That young man who had
waited for her at the stage door; and would she do him the honour of
having supper with him? And she had said yes, though it was all against
her rules. Yes: because he had such a beautiful voice, so refined,
almost like a very high-class West End actor’s voice. “I came to see
the marionettes,” he told her. “Marionettes never seem to get farther
than the suburbs, do they? But I stayed for you.”
They drove in a taxi all the way from Wimbledon to Piccadilly. “Some
day,” she said, pointing to the Pavilion, “you’ll see my name there,
in big electric letters: EMMY WENDLE.” A hundred pounds a week and the
real West End. What a dream!
He had such beautiful manners and he looked so handsome when you saw
him in the light. They had champagne for supper.
In the darkness, Emmy blushed with retrospective shame. She buried
her face in the pillow as though she were trying to hide from some
searching glance. No wonder God was angry. In an agony she kissed
the coral cross. She pulled at the blue ribbon, at the end of which,
between her two small breasts, hung the golden pig; she held the mascot
in her hand, tightly, as though hoping to extract from it something of
that power for happiness stored mysteriously within it, as the power to
attract iron filings is stored within the magnet.
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