Tom did not want to be soothed and only controlled his grief, so that he
could make her last hour easier. He was sitting by her looking into her
dying eyes, when, suddenly he saw that she brightened, looking over him
into the darkness and he heard what she was whispering, »The Queen, our
Queen is coming. I hear her horses neighing. She is nodding to me,
nodding, Little Tom. We will meet.« Then she became quiet and her face,
deathly pale. Tom knelt silently by her bed, hearing nothing, knowing
nothing.
He did not know how long he was there, until the Hamster came and said,
as if with an indifferent voice, »Come, now it is time. We will lay her
away so that she can sleep easily«.
Tom obeyed blindly, covering her with her cloak, then raised her in his
arms and walked behind the Hamster through a long corridor until they
came to a small niche which the Hamster had dug and lined with daisies
for Chrysomela. When they had laid her there, Tom said good bye to her,
the Hamster closed in the niche, and they went back to the lonely
dining-room.
They sat there for a long time without speaking, until the Hamster
suddenly said, »My dear Tom, I am as fond of you as a brother. Stay here
with me. I have food enough. It will be better for us both. We will
think of your poor Chrysomela until the Spring comes, and then I can
drive you to the Ladybird kingdom.«
Tom thought of the Ladybirds, looked at the empty bed and cried
bitterly. He never wanted to go back to the Ladybirds without
Chrysomela, and only wished to get to the Godmother so that he could
hide himself with her for the rest of his life. He asked the Hamster to
take him there at once, for, here, his heart was breaking with grief.
The Hamster said that, outside, there was a terrible snowstorm and they
would have to wait until the next day. Perhaps, over night, Tom would
reconsider.
So they talked together without thinking of sleep. They thought of
Chrysomela's death and Tom remembered how, in her delirium, she seemed
to see a Queen. The Hamster then became thoughtful and said, »I do not
know, but I think that such a Queen exists. She rules over all living
creatures on the earth. All do not know her, only the chosen ones. There
are rumors about her among those who live on the earth, in the air and
in the water. All honor and acknowledge her. Whoever knows anything of
her, does not talk about it.«
Tom begged him to tell him everything that he knew. He was trembling
with excitement, believing, that, perhaps, after all, Chrysomela was not
dreaming, but was arranging for their meeting.
»I do not know a thing,« replied the Hamster. »I am only an underground
creature and it is not given to us to know the secret; but I believe
that she exists, for the larks are singing of her, when I am running
through the fields, the bees are buzzing about her in the grass and the
flowers are dreaming of her, when in the evening they are breathing out
their fragrance.«
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