We went down to a bench, looking like a father and daughter out walking.
There was nothing striking about us, and we sat the whole evening
undisturbed. Later we sat undisturbed on other evenings all through a cold
autumn month.
Then she told me first the short chapter of her journey home, some of it
only hinted, suggested, and some of it in full; sometimes with her head
deeply bowed, sometimes, when I asked a question, replying by a brief word
or a shake of the head. I write it down from memory; it was important to
her, and it became important for others as well.
Besides--in a hundred years it will all be forgotten. Why do we struggle?
In a hundred years someone will read about it in memoirs and letters and
think: "How she wriggled, how she fussed--dear me!" There are others about
whom nothing at all will be written or read; life will close over them
like a grave. Either way....
What sorrows she had--dear, dear, what sorrows! The day she had been
unable to pay the bill, she thought herself the center of the universe;
everybody stared at her, and she was at her wits' end. Then she heard a
man's voice outside saying: "Haven't you watered Blakka yet?" That was
_his_ preoccupation. So she was not the center of the universe after
all.
Then she and her companion had left the house, and set out on their tour.
The center? Not at all. Day after day they walked across fields, and
through valleys, had meals in houses by the way, and water from the
brooks. If they met other travelers, they greeted them, or they did not
greet them; no one was less a center of attention than they, and no one
more. Her companion walked in vacant thoughtlessness, whistling as he
went.
At one place they stopped for food.
"Will you pay for mine for the time being?" he said.
She hesitated and then said briefly that she could not pay "for the time
being" all the way.
"Of course not, by no means," said he. "Just for the moment. Perhaps we
can get a loan further down the valley."
"I don't borrow."
"Ingeborg!" said he, pretending playfully to whimper.
"What is it?"
"Nothing. Can't I say 'Ingeborg' to my own wife?"
"I'm not your own wife," she said, getting up.
"Pish! We were man and wife last night. It says so in the visitors' book."
She was silent at this. Yes, last night they had been man and wife; that
was to save getting two rooms, and travel economically. But she had been
very foolish to agree to it.
"'Miss Torsen,' then?" he whimpered.
And to put an end to the game, she paid for both of them and took her
knapsack on her back.
They walked again. At the next stop she paid for them both without
discussion--for the evening meal, for bed and breakfast. It grew to be a
habit. They walked on once more. They reached the end of the valley by the
sea, and here she revolted again.
"Go away--go on by yourself; I don't want you in my room any more!"
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