Lost Sir Massingberd: A Romance of Real Life. v. 1/2Payn, James
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Lost Sir Massingberd: A Romance of Real Life. v. 1/2
Payn, James
Detective and mystery stories; Fiction
I was as unused as happy youth in general is to sleeplessness. I did not
know at that time what it is to lay head upon pillow only to think upon
the morrow with a brain that has done its day's work, and would fain be
at rest; or worse, only to let the past re-enact itself under the
wearied eyelids; to watch the long procession of vanished forms again
fill the emptied scenes, and yet to be conscious of their unreality. How
different in this respect alone is the experience of age and youth, and
again of poverty and competence! A young man in tolerable circumstances,
and who does not chance to be a sportsman, may never have seen the sun
rise, that commonest of splendid spectacles to all men of humble
station. For my own part, I had never done so in England until the
occasion of which I speak, and I remember it very particularly. The
weary time spent in listening to the various noises of the house, now to
those consequent upon the retiring to rest of its inmates, and then to
those more mysterious ones which do not begin till afterwards--the
crickets on the hearth, the mice in the wainscot, the complaining of
chairs and wardrobes, and the clocks, which discourse in quite another
fashion than they do in the day. The slow hours consumed in watching the
rushlight spots, first on the floor and then on the wall, and at last
exchanged for the cool grey dawn, stealing in through cranny and crack,
and showing my companions still in the land of dreams; later yet the
drowsy crowing of cocks, and presently, as the light grows and grows,
notwithstanding shutter and curtain, the indescribably welcome song of
the early robin, the busy chirping of the house-sparrow, followed by the
whole tuneful choir of birds; then the lowing of cattle in the distance,
and the distant barking of the watch-dog, so strangely different from
that sad and solitary howl with which the same animal breaks the awful
stillness of the night. About four, I say, as I looked for the
thousandth time towards Marmaduke's bed, I saw him sitting up supporting
himself on his elbow, and pushing his other hand across his brow, as if
trying to call to mind where he was. In an instant I was at his bedside.
"Marmaduke, I am here," said I; "Peter Meredith."
"I am not at Fairburn Hall, am I?" asked he, in a hoarse whisper.
"No, Marmaduke, you are amongst friends."
"Then <i>he</i> is not here," gasped he--"nowhere near."
"He is miles away, my friend, and he will never come under this roof."
"Thank Heaven--thank Heaven!" cried the poor boy, sinking back upon the
pillow; "it was only a dreadful dream, then. I shall die happy."
"You need not talk of dying, Marmaduke. On the contrary, let us hope you
are about to begin a life unshadowed, natural, without fear."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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