Lost Sir Massingberd: A Romance of Real Life. v. 1/2Payn, James
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Lost Sir Massingberd: A Romance of Real Life. v. 1/2
Payn, James
Detective and mystery stories; Fiction
"I know better," observed I, confidentially; "his life or death hangs
upon a thread, a chance."
"Good heavens! Mr. Meredith, what can you mean? The brain, we are
assured, is quite uninjured."
"My dear Miss Gerard," returned I, "it is not his brain that is
affected; it is his heart. His recovery, I am positively certain,
depends upon you."
"Upon me! Mr. Meredith?" replied she, while a blush sprung from neck to
forehead on the instant, as though a white rose should become a red
one--"upon <i>me</i>?"
"Yes, dear young lady; that is, upon you and your good father. This lad
will find here, for the first time in his young life, peace and
tenderness--a new existence, if you only choose, will expand around him,
such as he has never even dreamt of. I do not ask you to be kind to him,
for you cannot be otherwise than kind; but consider his sad
condition--fatherless, motherless, and having for his only relative a
wretch whose atrocity is unspeakable, what reason has he to wish for
life? But you, you may teach him to feel that existence has something
else to offer than sorrow, and shame, and fear."
"Alas, sir! I am nothing," returned Miss Gerard. "But if your friend
desire a teacher to whom fear and shame are unknown, and whom sorrow has
rendered wise, not sad, he will find one in my dear father. Oh, Mr.
Meredith, if you knew him as I know him, how tender he is as well as
strong, you would go straight to <i>him</i>! What I have of help within me,
if I have anything, is derived from him alone."
"There are some maladies," said I, "against which not the most skilful
physician can avail without a gentle nurse to smooth the pillow. I am
sure I need say no more, except to assure you that what ever kind
offices you may bestow upon Marmaduke Heath, will not be wasted upon an
unworthy object. He is most honourable, generous, warm-hearted--"
"And very fortunate," interrupted Miss Gerard, cordially, "in having a
friend to be thus enthusiastic for him in his absence!"
Her eyes sparkled with pleasure; and she held out her hand frankly as
she spoke. I took it, and pressed it for an instant. A shock of joy
passed through my frame; my whole being trembled with ecstasy. Passion
took me by storm, and for one glorious moment held the very citadel of
my soul; but it was for the last time, believe me, Marmaduke, the last
time in all my life. Fifty years have come and gone, with their full
share of pleasure and pain, but have never brought a moment of bliss
like that, nor such icy despair as the thought of thee, my friend,
caused to succeed it!
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