He was looking at Fleury now. The intensity of thirst in the spectacle
of him--the presence of that vast galvanism of thirst--was like a
burning sun in their throats. The baby cried, and the mother drew him
shudderingly to her breast. Fleury swallowed hard, his face haggard
and drawn in the daybreak. He went over and took his seat before the
monster. Bellair was tempted to ask him to be easy, but there was no
need. Fleury turned and drew a cup of water and handed it to the other.
Bellair’s jaws ached cruelly from the drain of empty glands.
“We should pity you, Stackhouse,” he said, “but we are not facing
death now. You fill the boat with thirst--you fill the sea--with your
thinking drink and talking drink--until you bring a cry of thirst
to the little child. It’s as if we had gone sixty hours--instead of
six----”
He talked on for the sake of the woman. Stackhouse drank and grew
silent. Bellair felt better and braver--even though the full light
revealed nothing but empty sea and heavenly sky.
2
Bellair surveyed his world as the dawn came up.... Thirst and
fasting; possibly, the end.... The peculiar part of his open boat
contemplations, no two were alike. Physical denial hurried him from one
plane to another from which he regarded his world--his two worlds, for
Stackhouse behind was one, and his friends forward, another; the one
drawing his love, courage and finest ideals; the other, repression
of self, lest he wear himself out in hatred. They were not talkers in
front. He had not seen quite the entire fulfilment of Fleury’s meaning
about talking until late moments. The Faraway Woman invariably said
little; the child was the silentest of all; Fleury had met this demon
and put it away. Stackhouse had talked and talked, and to the pictures
he made with words, he belonged not at all, but to unspeakable things.
Bellair remembered his own talk to Filbrick. It made him writhe. He had
become crossed and complicated and ineffective that day. He had not
talked in the straight line of heart and brain. He saw that a man who
talks that which he is not, is less than nothing, as Stackhouse was
less than nothing.
“How far are we from anywhere, Bellair?” Fleury asked.
“We weren’t supposed to strike land before Chatham or Bounty
Island--two days’ sail this side of New Zealand, as I understand it.
We lost land six--a week ago to-day--_Madre de Dios_, McArliss called
it--off the west Coast of South America. With good wind McArliss
planned to sight the Islands off New Zealand in three weeks. We had
a week’s good sailing until yesterday--so we are a fortnight, as the
_Jade_ reckoned, from--_your home_.”
Bellair turned to the woman. She did not speak.
“Do you suppose we struck coral?” Fleury asked.
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