As the message of the press came up to his eyes, he sunk into queer
apathy, believed himself dreaming when he read his own name. He was not
startled; even that was not his, but an invention like the clicking
of a watch, which marks off an illusion of the illusion time.... An
afternoon paper, dated the second day after his departure from New
York; a brief statement of his departure with certain funds of Lot
& Company; one item of a thousand dollars, several others suspected
missing.... There was a follow story in the next day’s issue: Bellair
as yet unfound, was believed to have gone to the Cobalt; Bessie Brealt,
a professional singer, had passed an hour or two with the missing man
on the eve of his flight. He had spent money recklessly.... This was
all.
He dumped the papers overside, and was sorry afterward; still, there
was not physical energy in him to explain, nor comprehension in the
other two for such details. Lot & Company had sacrificed him to ward
off disclosures he might make. Possibly Attorney Jackson had suggested
the step. It was very clear. Even if the station-porter had not mailed
his letter, they would have found his order of release in the safe. It
was a part of the other world--proper business from Lot & Company’s
point of view. He was marked a thief in his small circle. He seemed
to see the face of the boarding-house woman as she heard the news.
She would search her house.... And Bessie Brealt.... The tempter,
notoriety, was responsible for her small, mean part. It wasn’t an
accident. She must have looked at his card and told, for the reporters
would not have come to her.... It began to hurt him, mainly because of
the thoughts and dreams of helping her, which had come to him since,
especially here in the open boat. She had fallen into one of the little
tricks of New York--to break into print at any cost. There wasn’t much
reality in the rest, nor much chance of his needing New York again.
* * * * *
... Three and a child in a small boat. The pale moon-crescent, her
bow to the sinking sun, appeared higher in the west. What a cosmic
intervention--since last night when he had seen her first arc and the
earth-shine from the deck of the _Jade_! And what a supper he had gone
down to afterward! There was wrench in that--an age since then.... No
one had spoken for a long time. Bellair wondered if the man and woman
thought of food as he did.
Three and a child in the empty sea, and the great suns of night were
coming forth in the deepening dusk. They were strangers, but more
real than the sea. This was not like the earth at all; and yet the
_Jade_ had been of the earth. Her fabric had contained the bond that
held from port to port. Stars and sea--one more real than the other,
and different, too, for there was horror in looking down, but hope in
looking up. Something in his breast answered the universality--but
quailed before the deep.
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